Shake It Up!

Holiday at uncle's house

2012-01-24T00:20:00.003+08:00

Okay it's not a holiday act... I'm at my uncle's house in Cheras. My grandpa is not well. He got an operation .. The first operation. He needs two more.. Poor him. He looked really skinny! Hmm..pray for him :) my grandpa check-out from hospital 2days ago. So,now resting at my uncle's house. And guess what? I didn't bring my precious camera. Wanna cry little bit *lari tepi Katil* ahhhh! Everything's complete in this house..except for a.....broom? Yeah,he only use a vacuum. He lived with my another uncle.two brothers in a clubhouse. Haih,nintendo wii :'( can't play it.not enough space to move. So currently just using his iPad.

I'm a bit shy with my uncle.I'm scared act. He looks too serious.. So,at first I asked 'boleh tak nak guna...' 'apa?? Internet?' 'err..tak Nintendo' . And he said 'mana boleh main..tak cukup space,aslnya bnda tu kt ruang tamuu' yeah .. Dia pndh kan bnda tu dkt dia punya bilik kerja. So then I said.. ' oh yeke.. Hmmm internet laah internet' 'haas,on jelah tu.. P1 wimax tu' 'errr,xde bnda yg boleh guna...(laptop,iPhone,bb,anything)' 'hah,gune jelah iPad amialang tu..' me:SERIOUSLY??? Muka mmg tak than lah wktu tu.. Then he said 'org Skrg tak gne laptop and computer daaah' akuu truss ambik wudhu pegi solat isyak and now here I am..He gave me the password,and he went to sleep.he can't sleep late! So,then I on my twitter and guess what?! EVERYTHING is in Japanese! Yeah,my uncle's a Japanese pro. So, I just click what I want.and finally I can use it. Japan is like his second home after Malaysia.

This iPad act in ,low bttery and uncle wants to charge it.but my mom said (while Im getting my wudhu) 'tak payah.. Nnt smpi ke pagii tak tido,ni kang habis bttery tido lah dia' OMG why soo dengki????

Sprained ankle.

2012-01-22T02:55:00.003+08:00

last two weeks, i've got my ENGLISH SET. and im in SET B.

well, im sad though, coz im really expecting for SET A, but nvm "insyaAllah ada hikmahnya" bak kata FARAH ANUAR.

well,there IS. im going to be dead if im in set A . why?

TONS OF HOMEWORK. and big expectation. so,i am happy with my english set now.

so, teacher Zana asked us to do a directed essay. about SPRAINED ANKLE.

then,after a week, teacher returned the essay to us. so all of us discuss about sprained ankle essay.

-no walking,no massaging,put an ice, bandage, and everything!

class ended. and iam deadly sleep in class,bcoz uztaz didnt come to class because of Volleyball.

so, then, Aida woke me up for lunch and zohor solah. my legs felt numb,and i tried moving my legs slowly,and its alright after that. then, i stand up, suddenly. OUCCH!!

i fall down, with my ankle 90 degree flip (oh whtever) it's hurts SO BAD! and i saw Farid smirking at me :'( and thanks Allah,Megat and Paan were sleeping. if not, Megat will laugh like there's no tomorrow at me D':

and ,i sprained my ankle, i cant go to the netball practice and jog.

but, i went to archery training. hiuhhh.

Majalah Sekolah 2011

2012-01-21T23:33:00.008+08:00

majalah sekolah 2011 udah dapat doongg.

weeee. see, the cover. hahaaha menarik kan colour dia?

and THIS. my class for 2011. can you find me?

like seriously? can youuuuu?

where???

zoooom..

zooommm

zoooom

tadaaaa!

okay, and this is 4Ehsan, Aliaa Amalina's class.and also Athirah Aizat,she's also and ex-SEVENERS.and also, Khafairiq Khalil,my primary schoolmate.and also i sat next to him in standard5,omg, i dont want to remember anything -..-'

this is Aliaa Amalina and Athirah Aizat Lee.

*tekup mulut* BAHAHHAHAHA gambar ni lawak la dohh.

okay sorry sorry.. ni hah sbgi tanda mntak maaf gelakkan kau Aliaa, aku upload sekali gmbr ni,sbb aku rasa gmbr ni sgt lawa. serious tak tipu.

tu je.... gmbr aku satu je pun --'

Melantak.

2012-01-21T22:45:00.005+08:00

bila dpt kluar dari asrama..ni laah dia, himpunan makanan.

mula laah buat wishlist yg tdk berpenghujung. wishlist yg dpenuhi senarai mknn!

setiap kali holiday msti plan nak mkn satu bnda!

and well, for this holiday time Domino's pizza telah mnjadi pilihan!

2 regular pizza for 2 persons only. TAMAK KE? taaaaak.

sbb ianya pasti habis, biarpun disimpan sampai sarapan pagi esoknya.

ni pun beli sbb dpt byk coupons! untunglaah ada kenalan keje dkt syarikat domino's

and yeah, ada byk lagi coupons, so after this ingat nak ajak my dad pulak pegi mkn domino's . oh God. but seriously, im craving for KENNY ROGEST ROSTER! okay,that'll be my next mission.

wishlist:

Domino's Pizza (TICK)

Merentas Desa (SEMASHUR)

2012-01-20T22:22:00.015+08:00

for the first and the last time, nilah dia aktiviti merentas desa,like seriously,mmg DESA habis,dlm hutan bagai,woaah, hirup udara segar :D kalau utk Sevens, tu merentas gurun namanya hahahaha.

honestly,aku tak prepared pun utk event ni like seriously.. hmm so, mmg stamina takde... and haihh, mcm biasa lah tak dpt sumbang point lah,but at least ada bagi point utk pnyrtaan ;)

the moment i love the most,bila time bagi hadiah..omg, mmg havoc satu dewan besar tu. dgn air-cond lagi....aaaah... loved all the cheers! seriously!! and that day , it was MAMA BATTANI Addyra Noor, punya birthday, well, she's soo lucky! hmm well, mmg tak pnh ckp ngan dia,but satu form kaan haha, but skrg dah ckp ckp sikit dah. well, that night, all Battanians nyanyi happy birthday utk dia! also, dia mng jugak for merentas desa tu,but tak ingat no berapa,but top 10 laah.time dia amik hadiah.. semua org dlm dewan tu nyanyi happy birthday for her, like one whole school's student. so lucky! and and and! dia sgt bertuah sbb for this year Al-Battani menang secara keseluruhan for merentas desa.. and omg,thats must be a precious and memorable gift ever! and for perempuan kelas 3, my adik dorm wins for 1st place! woaaah, bangga lah jadi kakak dorm! peeh baru form1 masuk terus dah menang and everything!

time event tu....tak bwk lah pulak camera nya.... so,brgambr di dorm je lah..

*takyah nak bajet sgt dooh!*

here's Azu-form1,Nuril-form5,me and Nani-form3 *nuril pun bajet je tu*

Aiman,form4 with her adik angkat.ni lah Abby, bdk form1 yg mng first place tu!

*clapclapclap*

hidup BIRUNI 4!!, kay ni tak semua orang. ramai xde, and malas --'

siot je Umairah buat muka.hahahahha ni bdk form2

Ni Uyien(Nurien) dia form2

kay,both of us camwhore,okaylah tu hahaha

lps tu, ktaorg pergi ke kantin,rombongan dorm ye :) nasi lemak satu!

*ignore my face seriously.

1st day at Semashur 2012

2012-01-20T22:09:00.009+08:00

okay, my father sent me to Semashur. just two of us.

kay, seriously, aku tak penah ingat jalan nak pegi sana(sbb aku akan tido all the way there), and like the first time i went to semashur last year, ktaorg lalu route yg sama, sesat dkt jalan yg sama,u-turn tmpt yg sama, and JAMMED sama mcm last year jugak.

so, smpi dlm lebih kurang pkl 2.30 tak silapnya. disebabkan my dad tak boleh masuk aspuri, i have to take all the things by myself! loads and tons of things! homaigosh.

smntara aku mghantar semua brg brg, my dad pegi solat zohor dkt surau dulu.

bila masuk dorm, adik dorm Izzati Aisyah mnyambut ku like excited~(mybe) but, time tu mcm tgh awkward sikit -____- so, cm hehehe

kaaaay,tu dia katil ku~ katil lama je, locker lain. but its okay laah.. i saw Athirah Hasnol tgh unpacked barang dia.Athirah Hasnol sempat membelek majalah YEZZ! kesayangan aku tu :3 as usual, apa lagi mek, tido terus lah mcm biasa tanpa meng-unpacked brg yg sgt packed tu!

mlm pulak..bacaan sprti biasa, then, semua pakai tudung kita snap snap lah :)))

(ni dia KD=KetuaDorm sdg semangat brcakap,Nuril,next to her Aiman,Veno,Dalilah,Amira)

(Umairah,Hamizah,Nani,Zafirah)

(Athirah Hasnol,Izzati,Nurien,Umairah,Hamizah)

(KD sakai.hahahahah form5 sakai sbnrnya-___- kerepek tu sumpah sedap,ni mak Nurien yg buat.untunglaaaa)

*thats all*

cuti saya bermulaaaaaa.

2012-01-20T22:07:00.001+08:00

saya dah mula bercuti, dan kerja sekolah yang cikgu beri saya tidak tahu bila hendak disiapkan. dan...ianya sangat banyak!

BACK TO HOSTEL 2012

2012-01-03T07:48:00.005+08:00

I'm going back to hostel in couple of hours. LIKE SERIOUSLY!

i dont want to like pleaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaase!

omg...seriously im not ready to study! suddenly,i remembered about the biology diagnostic test!

shit! i dont even studied for that! aaargh!

well, i know that all my bestfriend are now struggling to study. and they cant online after this. so, its just the same.

i dont know how to contact them after this. they cant online,some of them cant use their phone either. ALL BECAUSE OF SPM!!!!!!

geeez....at least, i want to call them, and talk to them :'(

hey,get urself a rm80 phone.

to the 5 of them, please take a good care of each other like seriously!

ili,azma,anis,era,nad<3

and both me and aliaa will,take care of ourself and look out for each other.

this is the only year, 1 year left! and after that ,i hope we'll hang-out like seriously MORE OFTEN AND ENJOYING OURSELF!

(kay,think of SPM first,dear self)

take care <3

:')

First Outing for 2012

2012-01-03T04:36:00.024+08:00

2nd day of 2012 , Our First Outing. okay, not gonna say "ours" .

it's MY FIRST OUTING OF 2012. sbb ada yg tak boleh dtg :'(

im the one who planned all this stuff.

WHY?

coz, i want to meet 'em before going back to hostel of course and as i said, i

want to celebrate my new camera with my friends, hahahahaha

we planned to eat Steamboat at Plaza Masalam. well,it's my 2nd time being there.

Ili, arrived first eventhough she's the one from KL after accompanied her sister to her office.

we(me,era,azma) the shah alam-ers arrived late.

the story is funny!

after aku sampai, aku meet ili dkt bhgian bawah skali, tmpt mkn mkn tu le

aku ajak ili pegi Smart, kedai buku.nak beli alat tulis hahahaha.

smpi Smart aku terus pegi tmpt bhgian SPM-addmaths nak cari buku

latihan,lama gak aah aku kt situ.

suddenly, muka ili yg excited gila dtg kat aku.

"kak pah kak pah, tengok ni(smbil tunjuk kat aku majalah YEZZ!)"

aku cmm pebnda laah,pstu aku tengok... YA ALLAH! ILI..

aku pndg muka ili and pndg org dlm majalah tu selang seli berapa kali.

aku yg tersangat excited tu menjrit brpa kali and pukul ili byk kali~

aku tak kisah lah apa reaction org bila aku tergedik gedik kt situ, hahahah selalu nya aku

yg marah dorg kalau dorg malukan diri sndiri.aku tak berhenti gelak and seriously rasa

terharu,bangga semua ada! then,ili pegi bayar for her magazine hahaha.

takkan xnak beli kot...

so,then aku tgk buku exercise Physics form4 pulaak,okay bru perasan semua

nya B.MELAYU! shiiiit! aku pun tgk blk dkt buku addmaths form4 yg aku amik tdi.LOLZZZ

semua bm. tahun lps aku nak beli buku addmaths SATU PUN TAKDE. dorg dah rebut awal awal

:'(

so...then ktaorg tggu dkt situ jugak for Era, hahaha nak tgk reaction dia mcm mana.

so,then era pun smpi... aku dah gelak gelak cm apa je, wktu tu ktaorg kt bhgian dpn kedai, then,tarik era smpi hujung kedai sbb nak tnjuk magazine

tu.. Era, cm omg~~~ Ili.... (reaction dia tak sprti aku -____-)

the most funniest part is! Azma's mom called me. and ask

"korg dkt mana ni?"

"err, dkt Smart,kedai buku"

"sapa yg daah ada??"

"oh, ili ngan era"

"haaa, okay okay"

aku boleh dgr suara azma yg gelabah!

i was just like gelak then pndg ili and era, "wehh,mak azma call aku,takut gila"

then, azma smpi, aku beli alat tulis smua, wktu nak bayar, aku nmpk Farid. aku cm LOL.

bila pulaak dia ada kt sini.

then, greet Farid apa semua ktaorg cmm ouhh, "Unknowns ada ahli baru~"then gelak gelaak.

azma cm apahal kau ada kt sini Farid, sengaja nak jumpa era lah tu..

farid cm "eh,aku dah ada kat sini sebelum korg semua smpi"

aku cmm ohh, dia mmg dah tau laah tu!

ktaorg pegi beli air dulu,Bubbles tea apasemua, at that time bru tunjuk kt azma majalah tu..

reaction azma lebih kurang aku,cuma takde pukul pukul lah haha

so, we headed to eat steamboat! Nad nyaa tak smpi smpi lagi haih..

ktaorg asyik gelakkan nad je sbb dia tak habis habis msg aku and ckp

"order mushroom byk byk!""jangaan habiskan mushroom aku!!""aku nak mushrooom!"

hahaaha okay nad okaay.

after nad's arrival. ktaorg pun makaan. hahahahahah

ktaorg gelak tak henti henti dkt kedai tu, and like seriously aku jerit pun tak henti henti, dahtak tahu malu... selalu nyaa aku yg mnjaga image aku ni haaa. omg..aku daah berubah?

*tanda soal disitu*

ktaorg ckp psl ranking dlm Unknowns laah..hahaha sumpah lawaak!they said me and nad fighting

for the first,3rd Anis,tgh tgh Aliaa, then ranking 3 terbawah, 5th-Azma,6th-Ili,7th-era

HAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAH.

tapi...Ili dah naik satu anak tangga brtukar dgn azma,sbb Ili dah masuk Magazine HAHAHA! tu sumpah lawak *still tgh gelak*

something yg aku tak puas hati,aku hentak hentak meja lah,okay tu malu org pndg.

then, we headed to taman dkt dkt area situ laah,ada padang apa semua hahaha tgkp gmbr for the great view lalalala.

Farid laah cameraman~ untunglaah dia ada...

tgkp gmbr kt buaian apa semua, 1st thing aku jerit pasal apa taah, aku tak ingat, pakcik yg bwk anak dia main kt playground tu pndg je.

*haihhh,jerit laagi*

then,2nd time jerit sebab time Farid nak pass my camera to Azma,suddenl

y camera tu jatuh! nasib baik atas soft-ground. Azma pun jerit skali.. suddenly, org yg main bola kat situ jerit kat ktaorg tanda protes.. OKAY TU SANGAT MALU, nasib baik taknmpk muka sbb jauh!

i'll do the same if i'm in their situation

then,nad kata, "sapa yg tumpang aku jom...mak

aku kata skrg,dia dh smpi"

aku cm "whaaaat?!no waaaay"

kaay......we still lengah lengah dgn took a last photo..

.then a last photo....

again...a last photo..

hahahahha. Farid is a good cameraman seriously, he know the right angle where to take a photo.

ambuii puji pulak aku.. jgn kembang ye Farid~

so,then jalan blk smpi Plaza Masalam and masuk je kereta nad,terus ckp "omg,auntie....lama dah tak jumpa auntie!!"

"aah,auntie pun dah lama tak nmpk awak..smnjak masuk asrama ni"

so, we took some photos.

and seriously,in the car tak habis habis ckp "omg,taknak balik lagii takanak...taknaaak ...."

smpi rumah pun,nmpk mak aku kt luar. bukan boleh masuk..ada fogging pulaak haih, aku dah le penat mengangkut brg

byk dgn komik berat nyaa lagiiii~

mak aku kata "eh cepatnya baliik??"

aku cm O.o lol,tanak aku blk awal pulak ke?

kay, aku terus bukak magazine tunjuk kat mak aku..then,tunjuk dkt Firdaus our ex-senior,well,he seems jealous.pastu smgt gila nmpk Teacher Azita, tunjuk kat dia jugak.

semua respons cm waaah,lawaaa..sapa make up ni? dia pndai lukis rupanyaa. nmpk laainn.. and so onnnnn.

(ni yg kena bangga ni, aku punya DENDANG masuk magazine sioot!) tu tu tu yg hijau tuuu awwww <3 soo cute righttt??)

Suju's EunHae feat. SHINee-OPPA OPPA at MBC Gayo Daejun.

2012-01-01T21:58:00.001+08:00

GUYS!!! THE POWER RANGERS ARE BAAAACK!

EUNHYUK-yellow

DONGHAE-red

KEY-green

TAEMIN-blue

MINHO-red

2012 First Snack by me

2012-01-01T07:01:00.008+08:00

some people went out with their family to celebrate the New Year, dengar ceramaah bagai! seronok pulak aku dengar..jealous duhh serious.

me? terperap mcm daging barbeque dlm bilik,smbil dgr je bunga api *pungpangpungpang*

but,i have Ili,Nad,Wafa celebrate new year with me hehehe party liar gay bagai,snap snap picture! (in WLO)

soo, then as time passed 2am, i just felt DAMN HUNGRY, so i went to the kitchen,and stares,

what can be cook?

i check the refrigerator, took out some,mushroom,garlic spread,cili api.

i start with frying the mushroom.half-fried.i dont want to eat raw mush

room -..-

so then, break 2eggs,stir it in a bowl,put the half-fried mushroom and cili api in the bowl.

me dont like bawang,but,i like the essence.so i mince the onion like really small and put it in the bowl.

then, i spread the 'garlic spread' to 3 slices of bread. put it in

the

fried-pan.

after that, cut the bread to (5X5) to small pieces.

put it in the bowl and mix all together!

panaskan fried-pan.letakkan semua bnda bnda tu mcm ni,leperkan...LOl,mcm omellete je.lempeng pun ye..haha. disebabkan xde rasa apa apa selain rse pedas d

an rasa bawang, taruklah lada hitam bg rse masin sikit.

(disebabkan khusyuk sgt ambik gmbr, terlebih masak laah bahagian belakang tu)

bukan hangus okay! roti kan cepat bakar..

so,then boleh tutup api,letak atas pinggan, sukahatilah nak taruk apa atas dia... i put serbuk cheese,chilli sauce and mayounese.

*thinking about money $*

2011 Pergi,2012 Datang

2012-01-01T05:22:00.009+08:00

ni hao ma?

*wo hen hao*

soooo, as 2011 ends, i've got many experience! ups and downs!

everything that Allah gave us was the best for us.

He want to show that,there's was a reason behind everything.

Good things nor Bad things.

become a SBP students was hard for me. because i only know how to enjoy,and not to study.

well, but, i've those new friends who helped me through all the hardship as an SBP students.

many many many thanks to Athirah Haris(my guide),Shyra,Nadia.Jihan,Hetty,Aireen,Ima,Mida,Tika,Nuril,Farizah,Sherry,Athirah Aizat,

Munirah,Mera Core(peneman time English class),Najah(peneman time Mandarin class)

and others! all classmates from 4TAQWA :') because i kept laughing about your all silly act,and sometimes really annoyed me.

i started my high school life in a SEVENS school,and InsyaAllah ended it in Semashur.

well,it was completely different.

so :') as the one who always stayed with me till now and i hope for a better long time,is THEM<3

i'm just glad that i still have them and owned them.they're mine:)

no doubt,i love them too much! problems that occur might be one of the process that could have tighten our friendship.and i hope we stayed together dear friends :')

AND WELL, now i want to announce that, "i've ended 2011 as a form4 student,as a bad child,bad students,a sinner,bad friend,not-so-good niece,sister,cousin,aunt,EVERYTHING! and i want to start 2012 as a form5 students,as a good child,good students,a good muslims,a good friend,so-good niece,sister,cousin,aunt,EVERYTHING!"

(but,now...im doing nothing...seriously,i dont have any confidence to achieve those things,but at least i want to achieve one of them)

2011 has left me foreverrrrr!! and 2012 came to me to cheer up my life*wink*

this is my last year as a students! i mean,SCHOOL STUDENTS!

i really want a BLISSFUL 2012,but the thing that i *hate* afraid the most

IS........

well, to all the '95-ers i wish you goodluck. let show them we're the best :DD

SEMOGA BERJAYA!

GOODLUCK!

GANBATTE KUDASAI!

HWAITING!

*seriously,i've learned arabic and i'm learning mandarin,but i dont even know how to say goodluck -______- bad students!*

-i've never intended to annoy you by maa face T.T,sincerely,ME

31st DECEMBER 2011

2011-12-31T04:41:00.004+08:00

okay, this is the last day of 2011, and starting 3rd January, imma no longer a form4 students.

imma will turn to form5 and as a SENIOR in school.

THAT'S mean it's SENIOR YEAR of high school :'(

gosh, i just wanna go to school and have fun like after PMR! i missed it the most!

im afraid of the large world and society.

i dont wanna take that disasterous SPM! LIKE PUHLEAAAAAASE!

but,it cant be,and IT WONT BE. i cant take it if i dont have a longer age.

so, it'll be better if i take it and feel how hard life is. i want to gain more experience!

but,im scared.

i felt pressure about SPM, really big pressure and people expecting me, they put high hope for me.

and im afraid i dissapointed them.

i think, i've enjoyed this whole HOLIDAY i mean really enjoyed, coz i didn't study at all, and might enter the ICU class for BIOLOGY.coz i think,i wont get good grades for this Biology diagnostic test.

KBS Gayo Daejun 2011

2011-12-31T04:16:00.003+08:00

i felt TOTALLY SATISFIED COZ I can watch it from start till the END!

but the performance in SBS as usual,are more powerful.every year like that -.-

so,i like the OPENING! the first one is SNSD, and end with SUPER JUNIOR, oh,SUPER JUNIOR didn't hold their own flag, and can stand infront of ALL THE IDOLS! woohoo *clapforSJ*

soooo,after the opening,INFINITE started their awesome performance! their outfit was DAEEEBAK! LIGHTNING OUTFIT! aaahh! i felt unsatisfied because it's soo short performance :<

ohh,greedy me.

so, it's like remix for today is all in slow motion.....like seriously, the beat are slow and they sang slowly. other performance are just like, okay-okay, i love Kim Hyun Joong-LUCKY GUY. weehee,and he made cover for RAIN-RAINISM<3

and and and, LEE SEUNGGI actually DANCE!! hahahah. it's rare of course for this kind of even,but in his SOLO concert he dance all along.

Lee Seunggi is a prince of ballad.and he dont have to dance, just sing and smile could make fangirls MELT like ice!

THE MOST AWESOME THING IS 'KPOP TO THE WORLD' NO.1TRENDING WORLDWIDE in Twitter. yeah, DJ KOO start with an awesome perf. he dance well and then, some of the idols joined him.

DJ Koo is an awesome DJ,famous DJ too,talented person.

So,then Super Junior came out and everybody's SHUFFLIN' i mean all of them! IU too! i mean

IU DUDE IU the most cute and innocent singer. hahah LOL me. i just love the way she dance to hiphop music and shufflin'

so the performance end with SUPER JUNIOR, ohh and guess what?

they wearing a same style as INFINITE,i mean same idea, LIGHTNING OUTFIT, but the lightning on their outfit are like flowerss..i mean flowers.. flower pattern.hah. while INFINITE's more manly like you know....... so i just love the combination of Super Junior and Infinite!

i hope they can do a show together :>

but, what bugging me the most, i saw Ryeowook most HATRED face, he doesn't smile! and seems pissed off. after realised that,i look at Leeteuk face, and he sang with most pissed face. really, dude it's MR.SIMPLE song it's not a serious song-_- and i know because,Leeteuk always smiling while performing showing his dimples :3

but not this time.zzzzzz what happen oppa? T.T

SBS Gayo Daejun 2011

2011-12-31T03:23:00.006+08:00

well, it was yesterday for sure. i just watch it without hear anything hahha something problem. it was SUPEEEER LAG! live streaming of course.so,i restart my computer and watch it and yes,there's sound. but,again it was SUPERRR LAG, so,i gave up and watch it on YOUTUBE only hahaha. what i love the most is SM ORCHESTRA-The Sound of Hallyu! IT WAAAS DAEBAAK!

Henry played the violin, and i was mesmerized by Kyuhyun as he played the......i dont know what it's called, and pianist Seohyun! with Jungmo played the guitar,as he is the guitarist for T-RAX,Ryeowook played three keyboard at the same time, Sungmin played the guitar and other SM family members, i cant remember all of 'em.

and ouh YEAH, INFINITE's AMAZING! SUPER JUNIOR too<3

besides awesome perf. what i want to share is about the problems that the idols got.

Firstly about Super Junior, while they're doing their pre-recording,ELF that came to gave their support are too little of them. SJ said "Super Junior are nothing without ELF" so the problems is,SM didn't let the ELF know about the pre-recording,SM didn't announce it,and that made SJ pissed off. that morning i woke up and check my phone. SJ members all actively tweeting. but i cant understand anything,until i know about the truth. Leader Leeteuk and Donghae kindly apologized to ELF,eventhough its not their fault. Eunhyuk also seems stress but seems funny at the same time. to me Siwon scares me the most,he was really pissed off.

but,i think i dont really care when they actually felt really depressed and throw bad words,coz all of this time,they only kept quiet and being patient.and sometimes they need to released stress and ELF and other fans have to understand.

2nd problems was about INFINITE's Dongwoo, lead rapper in the group.

i dont know when is the specific time,but Dongwoo got injured because of LIGHTNING VOLTAGE. and he got burn. and the most pissing me off is, the SBS team scold Dongwoo for being too careless and didn't apologized instead of that, Dongwoo had to apologized to them

-_________- what's that really? all the INSPIRIT were so mad at SBS and #PrayForDongwoo become a no.1 worldwide trending in Twitter. to me Dongwoo is the HAPPY GO LUCKY PERSON EVER! he always laugh whenever he got bullied,he may seems silly too kekekeke

but thats not the point you can get away easily and bullied him -..- the SBS team should check all the things properly.care for the safety of people please~

oh,and HOYA! when he's performing,his mic didn't work out,and the fans were like bashing him for FORGETING THE LYRICS and doesnt work hard for the fans.WTH? its a mic problem dude! be considered please,things can happen.and i dont blame anyone,just the fans,please cosidered -..-

the 3rd one is, B2st's Yoseob had to get his own chair.thats all i heard -.-

my grandparent's house :)

2011-12-27T21:28:00.012+08:00

front viewwwww :)

ni sebab ada buat renovation tu ada mesin ni

dekat blakang rumah ada penanggah

pokok rambutan tu kena tebang :'(

ni pokok manggis!

ni semua my mom and my uncle punya keje.. haha byk benor rambutan nyaa

the one yg pakai bju oren tu my grandpa <3

BALIK KAMPUNG.

2011-12-27T21:12:00.003+08:00

BALIK KAMPUNG~ HOHOHO BALIK KAMPUNG~ okay,yesterday i just got back from ma village. luckily, all the relatives are there. next week, my grandpa will have an operation because his knee injured. i hope everything's gonna be alright :) i love my grandparents sooo much! im closed with my grandpa when i was little, but now, im a girl.everything's change~

so, i've met my father too<3 and he gave me my 16th birthday present,LOL 8month had passed but it's okay,well, although it's not a really expensive camera or a DSLR that im sure most of you have that, but sure, my father had put lots of effort to buy me that :) i appreciates that. THANK YOU WALID :') oh,imma tearing ..

but but but . im not the one who really a genius about photography things zzzzzz so, i just snap snap the way i like without focusing on the speciality or skill aahh whatever sooner or later i'll know hahaha

things i like the most for this time, FRUIT SEASON!!!!!!!! red-like rambutans,durians,manggis(suddenly forgot it in english -____-) langsat! i've never know we had langsat tree zzzzz. when i was little, at the back of the house, there are LADANG JAGUNG. omg, luas,besar but then kena tebang sebab nak buat rumah :'( i'll post some pics about my grandparent's house

EunHae-OPPA OPPA inkigayo stage

2011-12-27T21:09:00.000+08:00

Eunhyuk & Donghae - Oppa Oppa LIVE @ Inkigayo Christmas Special ft. Amber & Shindong

weakened

2011-12-22T00:35:00.000+08:00

aaarggh, now it's seems that i am the one who got problem.i am the one who seems to have a really really cruel heart tsk tsk :'( waaae? aah,maybe i really am. cant denied that.but this time, i am expecting to have a relax time with some of them,aah my guess is right.there's something that Allah wanna give to me after giving me such a short happiness.so Allah now give me something that's hard to deal with. something that totally testing me, how did i manage this situation. yes,maybe before this i am excited to do things like this meeting up people and so on,but it never work.so,thats really make my heart broken,not to mention the others,the others of course have some hard times too.but,im not like you. i dont even know how to handle this things. based on what happened last meet up, i am being abandoned. being abandoned by the one that i totally close with. so,i am scared what might happen tomorrow, they will laugh and smile brightly,but me? crying inside and just put a fake smile. but,i am glad that im not the one who stop my friends to talk with the other friends.yeah,im not gonna be like that. it's true that i hate when they talked to you,but im in no position to stop them. act,i dont even care,but its bugging me when you stop the others to talk to me. act like you want to defend her from getting hurt.and blame me eventhough actually,you didn't even understand what im saying.talk to me personally if you had problems or unsatisfied with me.dont keep trolling like pfftt. act,this is not a big deal anyway if you didn't misunderstand me.that's all. it's misunderstanding.

Super Junior's Eunhyuk and Donghae-Oppa Oppa

2011-12-20T02:25:00.004+08:00

Comeback stage on Inkigayo. i love it when Donghae wear the Green Suit at Music Bank performance. i just cant stop listening to this song.so i decided to share it,to make me calm. Funky fun Disco like sounds with funny choreography dance and absolutely true story(hahaha) THEY ARE INTERNATIONAL BABY~ everywhere they go people keep calling "OPPA OPPA" and thats what's the songs about :)
RED+YELLOW looks like SELANGOR's flag right? kekekekke
also, besides Oppa Oppa/Oppa Has Arrived they also included ballad song 'First Love'
-they've become my fav couple.but i really like EunTeuk<3 couple rather than EunHae couple.but seems Leeteuk with Kang Sora now.sob sob okay what the heck?

Inkigayo Cameback Performance

fake promise

2011-12-18T20:09:00.002+08:00

hahahah, looks like my i didn't fulfill my promise :D
LOL, kata je nak update for meet up dgn imtiyazians tu,tgk tgk haprak, apa pun takdak! haha,not in the mood lah lately. but hey! i've reach my 301 post! for 3 years?
LOL 3years for 301 post. -__________- seems like i have to update more .

met my IMTIYAZIANS

2011-12-16T00:42:00.001+08:00

hahaha, so like today, i met my dearest Imtiyazians, i really want to share the stories like i always do. but,im not in the mood.i'll post it tmmrow, im sure it'll be really loooong!

less blogging

2011-12-16T00:35:00.002+08:00

okay, seems like i've slowly update my blog isn't it? hmm, maybe because now im really REALLY active in twitter,so i've let it all out in my twitter. but,i love my blog so much,so, i want to update it from time to time,so that i'll be my sweet memories.

stop.

2011-12-13T01:20:00.002+08:00

stop all this things! but i didn't hope it was a prank or what. but,seriously, this things keep bugging me . day by day, i started to hate you.thats what you want i guess. so, take it! i hate you!

it's okay if i hate you, but now, im hating my life. im angry, but, it doesn't show in my face when im all alone like always, am i faking to my self? am i being a hypocrite to myself? and now, im typing this with my brain, not my heart. sheez.. i can only being really angry with all my heart and act when im with my friends, but,now, i dont even show it to myself, im faking to myself. ahh, stop all this crap.

i am the one

2011-12-11T04:05:00.002+08:00

i am the one that should be angry, i am the one that should be sulking, i am the one that should hate myself , i am the one that should hate everyone , i am the one that should hate my life , i am the one who should blame the others , i am the one who should abandon my friends , i am the one who should neglecting all the things around me.

i am the one who need encouragement , i am the one who need support , i am the one who need everyone around me , i am the one who need to be comfort.

not the other way around .

SUPER JUNIOR and INFINITE

2011-12-10T04:20:00.001+08:00

aaaah, aku dah mula blk daaah, tgk video suju suju suju! tak pun infinite. OMG, tido lmbt 4 , 5pagi sbb tgk video like wow. hahaha, yelah,dah tu je boleh buat aku happy.tpi,tgk video ngan kawan plg best lah. tgk sorg sorg,org dgr aku gelak kata gila pulak kan. tpi xpelah, sbb ada kwn pun bukannya boleh buat apa. sakit hati je.

AZMA's House (part 2)

2011-12-08T04:22:00.002+08:00

we started with an awkward greeting between aliaa and azma. hahaha

*awkward*

k,i start to open INFINITE's VIDEO,sbb excited sgt nak tgk ngan era :DD so, then,seharian tu kitaorg tgk INFINITE's videos, mat luthfi videos,and anwar hadi videos.

aku tak tau kenapa,tpi aku suka tgk ramai ramai,boleh gelak gelak,ye ahh aku kan *forever alone* di rumah:'(

ktaorg pun buat video jugak.zzzz snap snap pics guna webcam.

then,stalk oraang. hahaha.jahat betul gelak kan orang.

tgh hari,kita org masak maggie.maggie kari nyuumm nyuummm! sedap bila makan ramai ramai!

okay,aku lapar skrg -.-

then,sambung balik tgk videos,

k,muka kebosanan jelas terpancar di muka azma n aliaa, aku n era je excited.weehee.

azma tu takpelah,tpi aliaa :'( mari lah join kami dua,jadi INSPIRIT, LOL

annoying gila..

aku happy bila azma and era berebut rebut L, lololo i know,dia sgt cool and HOT! so,korang dua takboleh! :p hahaha, me-FOREVER SUNGYEOL <3

time akhir akhir tu barulah ktaorg sembang sembang psl ktaorg pulak,time tu baru rasa seronok,sbb before this,tgk video takde plan lain dah hahaha.

aku cm "apahal kita tak bersembang mcm ni dari tadi,msti byk boleh citer citer" :'(

well,baru dpt mood kot nak bercerita.

then,aku,aliaa,era balik,tggl lah azmakeseorangan.

sungyeol <3

AZMA's House (part 1)

2011-12-08T03:59:00.002+08:00

so today, i was so excited to meet my friends,eventhough takde plan langsung nak buat apa.

so,pagi pagi kul 7 tu aku dah mandi,janji kul 10 kaan,hahaha.okay,semangat le tu,aku nak shampoo,takut tak sempat kering.

aku mmg dah boleh agak azma , era memang takkan bgn awal,wlaupun tahu ada hal -.- tu masalah korg.aliaa xde masalah lah kot sbb dia selalu tepati masa.

aku call azma.

me:kau baru bangun ke apa?

azma:aaaa.baru bangun.

me:BANGUN SEKARANG,BANGUN BANGUN!

so, pagi tu je aku dah call era 15kali.panas je,tak berjawab!

,aku call aliaa "weh,kau dah siap belum?"

aliaa:eh, siap?! bukan kul 11 ke?

me:the heck?! kul 10 lah, kan semalam aku ckp parents azma xde kt umah kul 9,so g kul 10,kau yg kata.

aliaa:ye ke?! okay okay aku siap.

aku dahh,aihh panaih lah ni,semua buat hal.

k,then dah kul 10.mak aku da siap bagai

call era,dia jawab,but time tu dkt ruang tamu,so aku off..tanak mak aku dengar.

aku masuk bilik call lagi,"ERA,KAU BARU BANGUN KE APA? BAIK KAU SIAP CEPAT AKU NAK PEGI DAH!" lepas sorg sorg.

k,aku cm lmbt lmbt ahh jalan semua,sbb nak lengahkan masa semua.

lepas amik aliaa,g rumah era.

dh smpi umah era,call dia lagi 8kali.last last ada laki angkat,abang atau adik aku xtau,

"era tgh mandi lah"

akucm the FUUUUUUUUU.

mak aku dah cm errr .

aku call,lagi era jawab.

aku:kau dh siap ke belum

era:jap jap tgh siap..

aku:BAIK KAU SIAP CEPAAAAAAAAAAAT!!!

okay,kemarahan aku meletus dpn mak aku jugak.zzz

mak aku then, "aiyokk,tak tahu,kak pah dah marah"

okay,then g rumah azma.

to be continue.

INFINITE's WHITE CONFESSION(LATELY)

2011-12-06T02:32:00.003+08:00

just now, 5DEC 11.00pm . Woolim Ent. just release INFINITE new digital track WHITE CONFESSION/LATELY

i was busy tweeting and facebooking and youtubing about this :*

so,quiet busy muehehhehe. btw,i've been waiting for this,and aaahh, they are so cute.

SUNGYEOL so dorky. L so cool . WOOHYUN so charming .

watch the MV :)

SUNGYEOL <3 my bias!

choices.

2011-12-05T02:16:00.002+08:00

-ignore

NO! because i dont want it to end like this! stupidly NO! but, if it based on my really hateful sides,i just can throw you , bashes you face to face , and make you sicken to death. i can make anything,i'll do anything,if i want to. but, im sacrificing for the sake of us. FOR THE SAKE OF US. i could end it right away, but i want to be strong. those who give-up are just a loser! i dont want people to see me that way. i dont want people to see the weak side of me.

-face it

YES, im right now. but,im tired of it. bcause it didnt give me anything. anything at all. but,i'm going to try harder.i hope you understand this and appreciated it.

but, i guess, right now i'm doing nothing.because i dont know what to do anymore to you.

do you want me to beg,and kneel to you? i'll do it,if you do the same.

my dream.

2011-12-02T03:46:00.003+08:00

i just take a nap just now, and it happen that i had a dream .

i went with my family to make my contact lens . but , im too scared to wear it . but , it was nice though . so, now i'm interested to wear contact lens . HA-HA . maybe no . what a dream -.-

life cycle?

2011-12-02T02:52:00.003+08:00

we came from (very) different place. we came from different side,that we never met each other.

but,one day,we met in this 'magicalworld' class. first time we met,we hate each other, insulting each other behind each other back , you insulted me, i insulted you . just the same .

but, we started to know each other . we found something common in all of us . that's not all , we started to hang-out together. we laugh our ass off together , we shared our sorrow and sadness together . people may think differently from us , but , we think as one , shared the same thought.

people may see us as the really loud one and annoyed them , insulting the boys in our class ,and they hate us. pheewwh , like we care enough :p we were really disturbing everyone with our loud laugh and we often get bashed and really fierce stares by them . but , nothing can stop us :)

at the end of the year , we went to someone's house for an activities , but there's always this 2 head not attended our activities. but , it's okay .you have a reason .

a year passed, someone from us started getting a life , this one boy, start hitting this friend of us , they become really close to each other , and it made us showing our fangs and stares .

but , still that's really not a big problem. we sometimes fought with each other really hard , not talking for a day only , and start talking the nxt day . thats show how close we are .

we can make something really stupid as a jokes , and a serious situation can change to a really funny situation , because we had magic powers.

a year passed , the boys start hitting the girls between us . many problems that showed up ,

at that time , someone between us fought really hard and not talking to each other for a really long times. and the others never gave up to find a solution . they love us . i love us , we love us.

the problem settled beautifully . we're mad and jealous not because you have a boy that take care of you , but, we're jealous we dont get your attention and we dont get you.after the big exam , we had really much time , we hang-out all we want and where we want . that year , ends perfectly and promises each other that we'll stay strong forever . at that time , we never know what'll happen with our future.

a year passed , we split into different class . but, we still met each other on recess time and after school . but , fate shown it's power. our futures are important and because of that , each of us

running for our own dreams . but , still , we promised each other that we'll keep strong and fight for our friendship . me- want to reach my dreams too . mybe that was a mistake , who knows?

maybe i didn't get to understand the feelings of being dumped . because i'm the one who dumped them .

my school life start to feel so suck without them . but , it's okay . i have to stay strong . met expectation , got experiences right? each of us met new people out of the range ,because we always befriend with the same person and looked at the same people for three years . in other words , we start to get a new life .

if problem occurs, it'll be hard to solve because we're away , we cant shared the same thought nor the same feelings. but , im grateful we still have each other . at least , one person is enough right?

so , now im ashamedly say that we're now back to the way we're when we met for the first time . the different is we all got a sweet memories of each of us together .

if this a really a life cycle , or a friendship cycle . i hope one day , we'll get back together , even if we already study overseas , into marriage , older and get grandchildren . just to have a sweet memories again . i hope it cycles again .

mind-reading

2011-12-01T20:45:00.002+08:00

i dont know what you're thinking about.i cant even understand what do you need,what do you want.

i dont have any supermagicalpower to read your mind darling.

i always think about you,think about US! usually,i can understand people,but im denying what im supposed to do. but,now, i dont even know and understand until you tell me.

stand up and speak.

for you :)

2011-12-01T01:16:00.001+08:00

im just sick of you. all of you.

believe.

2011-12-01T01:03:00.000+08:00

do you even believe in each other? or do you just relied on each other?
they are not yours forever honey :') dont just be a sweet talker .
cos it's really sucks! forever huh? you're insane! dont forget that they're the one who abandoned you in the first place,they're the one who hate you so much! they are the one who make you suffer. but, i dont blame them. b'cause all of you are just SAME!
so,you're better together :)
so, i think you're happy, but , it wont last long.
im not hoping for it to happen,but,it'll make you realise of who we are.

29th NOVEMBER 2011

2011-11-30T02:31:00.003+08:00

HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY SITI NADHIRAH BT MOHD HUZAINI <3

ALLAH BLESS YOU, sorry for all my wrongdoings :'(

although forever awkward,you'll always be my forever bestfriend:D

be a more brighter than u're always be, i want the old you.

but, people grow-up and be mature,so,i'll accept you whoever you are and same for me too.

i hope to see you soon,and have a blast day!

enjoy your moment and dont forget us .

thank you.

forever love : me :)

MAMA

2011-11-29T22:26:00.001+08:00

MNET ASIA MUSIC AWARD

im waiting for super junior!

-mom,thank you so much for waking me up from my sleep :')

holiday

2011-11-28T03:52:00.001+08:00

untunglaaah, family bwk pegi holiday. me-stay at home online-ing everyday everynight.

Wonderland Online

2011-11-28T03:48:00.002+08:00

as i said at aliaa's house, i'll return to WLO someday, and it is today.

OMG, i feel so happy and really BAHAGIA, overjoyed actually :D

luckily, i didnt forget my username nor password for my acc like Wafa' hahah, poor you to start again. tpi, start again pun nnti tgk tgk lps jugak aku -..-'

aaahhh, before this pun more than 12 hours mghdap computer,apatah lgi bila dah kmbali pd WLO. 24/7 i guess :D hahahaha.

smile.

2011-11-27T20:27:00.000+08:00

i keep smiling eventho i read something really hurts me.

not a smirk or what, but im smiling and feel nothing.

can't keep it forever .

2011-11-27T18:49:00.002+08:00

the things that we have ,

the money that we have ,

the one that we have ,

we cant keep it forever .

you trusted someone , but suddenly a misunderstanding happen .

at that time , you have no one .

the one that you believe now , might end up leave you , as you leave us now .

tak tahu.

2011-11-27T18:30:00.002+08:00

sbnrnya, aku tak tahu nak buat apa lagi, reaction apa nak bagi,apa yg bagus,apa yg baik apa yang tidak bagus, apa yg tidak baik . aku ingatkan lps kasi peluang luahkan,semua puas hati . tapi lain sikit jadinya , bukan sikit, banyaaak jadinya -.- mungkin masing masing tak leh terima teguran masing masing . adakah aku pun begitu? hmm mungkin mereka fikir begitu , aku pun tak tahu , sbb mereka taknak bagitahu . taknak bagitahu apa apa pun . mengapa ya? dendam? sakit hati? tak puas hati ? jom lah bincang! ni diam je . mana nak selesai . nak buat 'open table' ke mcm bdk laki? aku takdak hal , small matter , jomlah . aku tau kau baca ni , aku taknak ckp direct , sbb nanti tak dilayan . kalau tak dilayan pun , kena perli -.- masing masing sakit hati , even yg brhati mulia pun boleh sakit hati , apatah lagi yang lain kan? aku nak selesai cara baik . kalau kitaorg tak tau prkara sbnr , bagilah tau . kakak sedara aku penah bgtau aku " kalau org tegur sesuatu yg salah , kita kena cuba memperbetulkan dgn cara baik , supaya semuanya terungkai"

there must be a reason if something happens. you sick of us? thats why you're running away ?

then , why'd you sick of us? tell us please , tell us .

weak.

2011-11-27T03:21:00.000+08:00

im just too weak.baru kena cakap sikit,dah down. pdhal apa je pun. tpi mcm, erghh apahal budak tu? itu hak individu lah. why nak cari gaduh.aku tak kacau hidup kau pun.mungkin niat kau tu boleh difahami. tpi personally x boleh ke? why smpi nak terjah org mcm tu je,nasib baik , i was calm at that time, i sttled it in a very cool way.
no need to start insulting each other or start a fight. kalau buat cari gaduh x brpenghujung lah,and lagi lah dia nak lebih lebih dgn ceramah dia tu. its my life okay. and if nak tegur, privately sudaa.ni nak kecoh.tak de hidup ke?

i settled it in my own way, so finally dia diam. great,aku pun tanak buang masa aku layan kau, tpi,kau sgt menyakitkan hati.nak berdebat pegi la masuk kelab perdebatan,aku tak hebat mcm kau nak berdebat , so jgn amik ksmpatan dgn org yg lemah :p
chehh. but, point nya skrg. aku rasa cm sakit hati yg mcm erghh, keep thinking about it. and dsbbkan org mcm tu , dah rasa lemah,xde pndirian.
ckp psl pndirian,someone penah ckp kat aku
"kau ni takde pendirian lansung,camne nak berjaya?ikut je ckp org"
and well,i felt something :')

Kenduri Kahwin @ Zakwan Zainal's House.

2011-11-26T20:23:00.000+08:00

a day before:
Azma nak pergi kenduri tu pukul 2 petang.Azma, jarang org pergi kenduri petang petang.
bak kata Zakwan, makanan habis , pastu hujan tak jadi datang pulak.nmpk sgt kau jarang pergi kenduri kahwin Azma -.-
so then,Zakwan kata kul 11 or 12 tu masa yg sesuai lah.
so, then,we decided to go at 11 am :)

today,early in the morning,RECEIVE SO MANY TEXT FROM AZMA.
Zakwan suh ktaorg dtg dlm kul 12 or 1 . okay, just nice. sebab aku ngantuk gilaaak!
at that time dah pukul 10.
bajet bajet dah set alarm 11 bgn ahh.theeeen, terlajak ahh smpi 11.30 am. okay, i have only 1/2 jam utk ready before 12 o'clock.
siap siap semua, 12.30 bru gerak pi rumah Era. okay, terlajak lagi.

dah smpi umah Era, aku txt lah dia, tpi dia buat bodoh je -.- aku nak call, cred tggal 0.04 sen je dah la celcom.
so then, aku pergi lah jemput dia di dpn rumah(jalan kaki)

then, gerak carik umah Azma, Era dah penah pegi rumah Azma , so i thought thats never gonna be a problem.but,i was wrong. Era even konfius,dimana rumah Azma, nice one Era :) .but,finally jumpa jugak setelah 2 kali pusing tempat yg sama.Azma muncul dgn brpakaian warna merah, i was like -.- dude, apahal nak tiru aku?

Azma's mom antar ktaorg ke Desa Alam.and kami brtemu dgn Farid di persimpangan jalan. sudah nmpk khemah biru+putih. Era, ikut tema lah!
we wait there like 15minutes for Nabil.sbb time ktaorg smpi dia bru nak mandi apa semua.haih. nasib baik ada pokok,boleh kasi lindung juga.Azma ,mngeluarkan kamera nya dan kami brgambar.nasib baik ada kamera, pandai Azma mngambil hati aku :D

Nabil sampai, dan kami pun gerak ke khemah.bersalaman dgn tuan rumah, dan disitu Zakwan sedang sibuk buat kerja,tuan rumah kan.. so, fine kami melangut di bhgian dpn rumah kerana tmpt trlalu penuh. ada juga yg memandang mandang -.-'
setelah jumpa tmpt kosong kami pun duduk disitu berlima,dan ditambah seorang lelaki yg tidak ku kenali, kawan dorg lah kot,sbb Farid dan Nabil rancak berbual.pengantin pun tiba, kakak Zak sungguh cun , anggun dan putih .pengantin kaaann :D

then,HUJAN. okay,tepat jangkaaan kau Zak, hujan jugak. lariiii masuk rumah. duduk di bahagian tepi hujung sofa,agak tersorok.kami mula berbual panjang kerana sudah lama tidak brjumpa. masing masing meluahkan perasaan sndiri.banyak mslh kan :(

kerana terlalu rancak berbual, tidak sedar jam sudah hampir pukul 4 dan Solat Zuhur masih belum ditunaikan. brgegas ke atas dan solat.

kemudian turun kebawah,keluar menemani Nabil,Zak dan Farid makan.masuk ke dalam semula dgn muka tak malu dan sambung semula perbualan yang tidak habis habis yg tidak akan mungkin habis.banyak perkara yg dpt aku DISCOVERRR sewaktu perbualan trsebut.
masa brlalu dgn cepat,dan akhirnya kami pulang pd pukul 6.15 petang.

aku tak penah pergi kenduri kahwin berjam jam mcm ni . but, we had fun tho :')

SALAM MAAL HIJRAH :)

2011-11-26T20:13:00.000+08:00

.salam maal hijrah 1433.
i hope this new year will become a more brighter year and get more barakah.
i want to become a more better person and more mature(can i?)
i really thank Allah for giving me so much rezeki and barakah.
and i want to keep believing that Allah gave me this test to make sure that im being more stronger and always think that others suffered more than us.

Alhamdulillah YA ALLAH.

people change.

2011-11-26T20:01:00.000+08:00

yes it is. im not the best person nor the perfect person or the greatest person on earth, but, i think im slowly become more calm and slowly reduce my temper. idk if the others think differently (it's because you didnt know me,and please shut up)
yeah, mybe im living in different place, met new people and others. i want to slowly reduce some bad words that came through my mouth -.-

somehow, i've read some of the Hadith I think
"those who turn into a more bad person,is someone who think they had change into a better person"
something like that.
hmmm. mybe its right?

INFINITE's SESAME PLAYER

2011-11-25T21:10:00.000+08:00

okay, im quiet late,because i've been fighting with myself to choose which one to watch,because there are so many variety shows,and YEAYYY! INFINITE's SESAME PLAYER WON!

as a celebrity, they occupied their times with work,training,work,training and etc.
they barely have a good time as shopping,eating delicious food!,playing arcades.
so,in this variety.they planned to escape from their hectic schedule in each very episode.also,they have to hide well,or else manager-sshi will caught them,and ended their happy time.like a police who chased a culprit.
-im also tired watching them running here and there :)

i love SUNGYEOL<3 the one at the most left,sitting on a chair ,tallest in the group :D

true-self

2011-11-25T20:19:00.000+08:00

this is the time when we can know who is the one who always loves us and care for us and encourage us and being with us when time gets hard.

because i had a really hard time.

exam result.

2011-11-24T20:57:00.000+08:00

worst! as a new student. i've got a really horrible result. it's a disaster btw.
i've only got 3A's, 1B's, 1C's, 2D's, 2E's
i can barely stand it if i get only one failed.
additional mathematics and physics.
i've never failed my physics before.
im just too shock.
i dont know how to improve my addmath.
of course, doing exercises -.-
i think physics is better than Biology and Chemistry,
but as the result,my Bio and chemist are better than Physics.
of course "GAGAL SBP"
i'm going to try harder!

okay,so,you think im an idiot? i dont care, because i'll try harder!
wish me luck if you're kind enough :)

GIRLS DREAMS MONEY.

2011-11-24T19:59:00.000+08:00

pain.

2011-11-23T20:41:00.000+08:00

the more we tried,the more we get hurt.
how can i share my problems,if the people who i should share my problems start to run away?
how can i make them understand what im trying to do?
you guys got hurted.
me too.
everybody got hurted.
i know this is not easy.but please don't give up.
stop blaming yourself in a very pathetic way.
you have shown how weak you are.
don't be too scared. mybe i could understand that you're scared to hurt your friend.
let it all out.in a very respective way.
keep asking,keep searching guys.dont stop.

routine.

2011-11-23T20:33:00.000+08:00

sleep,shower,online,eat,online,online,online,sleep.

what a great life isn't it?
this is what we called lifeless

14th NOVEMBER 2011

2011-11-22T20:50:00.000+08:00

yes, it was that day. it was the day that gave a changed in my life. yes, it was a gloomy day.and i know,it was that day.

in the dorm at Semashur.
i text her, "assalamualaikum,did you went there?"
she replied only in one word "yes"
i ask, "how it's going?"
my heart start thumping.it's between a good news or a bad news.
i guess, it gave her so much thought and time whether to tell me or not.
i put my phone under the pillow,while im laying on it.
my phone vibrate. my heart beating fast.
i just can't open it, im afraid.
i leave it for a moment.
i have to be strong,if anything happens , i have to be strong.
no need to be so sad.
i reached the phone under my pillow.
the moment i read the text.tears start falling.really fast,unstopable.
i jump down from my double decker bed. and show my bed-mate the text.
i cried so hard at her bed.
i wonder what will happen if im in her situation.
no, i have to be strong.this is my fate.
i opened my locker and reached my comforter.climbed the bed and slept.
i missed my taekwondo training classes.
i didn't went to night-prep.
i ate a little of food.run to the toilet and vomit.kay,thats it.
i had a fever.and a really bad headache.
my new-dorm mate kept asking i had a fever or stress.
my bed-mate said " a stress that lead to a fever"
end up,sleeping for a day.

19th NOVEMBER 2011 :D

2011-11-22T20:36:00.000+08:00

OMG, why 19th november? anything happen on that day?
OH,yes. it was my unknowns member birthday! ANIS IZZATI!
she's just turn 16 this year.
sorry buddy, for the REALLY LATE wish! i wanna make something special for ya actually, but it end up until today. PROCASTINATE yow.
i felt really bad for not wishing you early T.T
forgive me pleaaaaaaase :'3
i hope you become more succesful and cheerful.
hope you become a good child,and a good wife someday :)
i pray for you DUNIA N AKHIRAH.
ALLAH bless you. ameen.

T-ARA's CRY CRY

2011-11-20T21:00:00.000+08:00

im waiting for it, and finally,i can watch it.
for now, i didn't have any fav girl group.so, im searching for it.
mybe T-ARA'll become my fav?
as for fav boy band, of course it was SUPER JUNIOR <3

i love their MV, because it was so dramatic and it present JI CHANGWOOK:)
love JI YEON style tho.HWAYEONG too.
but still. im waiting for the other one. where all the girls in one MV. i think they'll come out soon?

KEM MSQ @ nur laman bestari

2011-11-19T20:48:00.000+08:00

KEM MOTIVASI SENTUHAN QALBU :)
well, the name act,had given many thoughts right?
it was the most UNIQUE camp i've ever joined!
2days and 1night. short of time tho.
hantar msg to my mother,ckp nak g camp apa sume and that place got no-line and evrything.

arrived:
met the fasilitator.eat.
i didnt remember much -.- bacause i can't concentrated on this camp act.
ktaorg dibahagikan kpd group,my group leader is Zaini, and the others are Fahmi,Nazreen,Pravin,Syafiq,Imran,me,Aireen,Mera Core,Syaza.
we have to make our ownself trademark and all of us kna ingat bnda tu.
and then buat group cheer! "WOW!LAPAN!WOW!WOW!LAPAN LAPAN!WOW!LAPAN!WOW WOW!LAPAN LAPAN!HEBAT GILAAAA!YEAAAAH!" okay, interesting isn't?
okay, ktaorg group LAPAN thats why byk sgt lapan.and the most unbearable things is group 6 had the same group cheer as we're .HAHA for sure it made some havoc!
then,ktaorg kna buat name tag using a piece of manila card. kay we draw an EIGHT-shape and write our name and pin it on.

what can i remember is, ktaorg kena tukar baju like 3 times?
well,at first ktaorg kna pakai baju apatah.. then abg alang tak puas hati.then,LARI gi tukar bju lain only in 5 minutes!
kay then,dah tukar baju, ada pulak yg tak bwk name tag.pfftt.including me.
kena LARI LAGI tukar baju tadi in 3 minutes
after that! main LUMPUR! okay im so calm~ okay, lumpur tu sgt dalam, and my feet doesn't reach the bottom. so, just stick dkt tepi tepi tuu ,and tangan kena kuat sikit laah nak tahan badan korg tu.haha.
then, ran towards the river! mandi mandi .

blk dorm check phone,oh GOD, 9message and some missed call.
can't reply,NO-COVERAGEEEEEEE!

at night, ktaorg main that SAHAM thinggy :)
okay, for the girls, we had already played this at KULIAH JUMAAT.
and for sure we know how to play this.
but,too bad. emotion start to control ourself and all of us.
this! shows our true self.
and yes, ktaorg dapat pengajaran dri apa yg tlh ditonjolkan.
kak Nik Nur Madihah came! oh, yg dpt 20 a's for SPM!

second day:
EXPLORACE. im just okay with all the activities.but emmm, chemistry and biology question are quiet annoying me -.-
we're just soooo lucky that we have some GENIUS person in group .
we got to met the boss of NUR LAMAN BESTARI. the lucky one's only :D
ptg tu blk dlm kul 5 ,lps sampai skolah kena siap siap pulak for dinner PERDANA Semashur.

A ZILLION OF THANKS TO MSQ-Abg Ghazali,Abg Alang,Abg Aizat,Abg Haris,Kak Qarimah(kak ukhti),Kak Zuzu,Kak Suhailah, and Kak Nik Nur Madihah.
Abg Alang and Kak Ukhti were so SWEET like candy :)

imma home :D

2011-11-19T20:42:00.000+08:00

imma home baby!
today is the first day of holiday , yay!
XD

HOLIDAYS end :'(

2011-10-30T03:37:00.000+08:00

waaaaaa. mybe this is my last post for this 1 week holiday.. shoo saadd :'(
but,what can i do?
eerrrghh, exam after a great holidays is the worst thing ever!
i dare enough just to burn this holiday and end those fucking examinations!
BIOLOGY, PHYSICS AND CHEMISTRY. pure science students huh?
but, really, whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy? i really hate exams after holiday! really hate it!
don't blame me if i just got a 'atas pagar punya markah'
daamn it! i just can't stand watching this pc with its black-screen
*faint* thats one of the reason why i really want to stay at hostel.
to LET MYSELF AWAY from this PC, which is my soulmate <3 HOHOHO
really? do i have to go back? momma D': ?

once,in 10years

2011-10-30T03:10:00.000+08:00

last wednesday,my mom made Nasi Lemak because my aunt and her friend came to my house.so....that'll be my first time eating my mom's Nasi Lemak for this 10years. like OMG.. then,i said to my mom "once in 10years huh?" but my mom said "nope!for this month only,i've already made nasi lemak 3 times. i was just like o.O
seriously? okay,and thats hurts me a little.and,fooooood againnnnn :3

CHEESY WEDGES .

2011-10-30T02:46:00.000+08:00

hmm, so, yesterday. my mom made cheeesy wedges for me.

and honestly it was my only breakfast till night -___-

and,it was totally delicious and SUPERB! my mom's the best!

hell yeah, i am a cheese-freak! i just love cheese,anything about cheese. and that was my only breakfast,i repeat ;'(

but,thanks to Allah for giving me such a great food and superb chef at home :)

Baju for RAYA HAJI dah siap :)

2011-10-27T19:56:00.000+08:00

waaaah, so happy maa, like finally i can wear it. but when? -.-
oh yeah, sbnrnya tu baju yg tempah for raya hari tu, skrg bru siap and bru dpt.
oh well, dpt pakai bju raya time raya haji nnti :)

syukran YA ALLAH.

2011-10-27T01:28:00.000+08:00

finally,aku dah luahkan isi hati aku kt dia.
mula mula dia malu,tpi last last,dia mengaku jugak,and THATS WHAT I WANT.niat aku baik,nak tolong orang, walaupun aku sndiri tidak mggalakkan bnda ni,tpi,aku nak seseorg tu happy.

thats the least i can do. eh,x rse ke cm pelik?tak mggalakkan,tpi,support pulak. haih.

tpi,yeah,mcm aku ckp, aku nak seseorg tu rasa bahagia.

aku tanak tolong apaapa dah, terserah pd org itu nak buat apa lepas ni.

tindakan kau aku akan sokong. jgn jadi pengecut okay.

mcm aku kata, terserah pada kau okay.

i've done what the least i can do :D

NEW COMIC :D

2011-10-27T00:12:00.000+08:00

okay, semalam aku pegi pasar malam, wait. pasar malam? PASAR MALAM? okay, apahal aku pegi pasar malam? xke pelik tu? yes,sgt pelik.

hahah,sbnrnya aku bosan duk umah,pasar malam pun jadi lee.
sbnrnya ada motif lain :0
yeah aku ingin mncari E-POP dan komik.
and E-pop x dpt djumpai, jdi komik je lah yg ada. well,dh baca dah kedua duanya.
OMG, dah lama aku tak dpt baca komik yg best mcm ni :'D
well, komik yg dilukis WASHIO MIE,pasti aku akan beli.
and lagi satu ni pulak, err, aku ikut gerak hati aku, bg aku cover dia tak menarik.
ada lah pulak satu suara dari hati "don't judge a book by its cover"
and well, so far pmrhatian aku, cover menarik isi tak best pun, selalunya cover tak menarik tu lah yg citer dia gempak.aku tanak ckp buruk sbb,ianya dah jadi lawa bila isi dia pun lawa :)

well, satu lagi pelukis debut NAODA TSUBOKO. komik ni gempak!
lukisan dia pun boleh tahan,tpi favourite aku tetap MOTOMI KYOUSUKE and USAMI MAKI.

jgnlah ingat aku ni otaku, T.T
aku bkn yg mcmtu,aku cuma minat komik,aku suka lukisan komik.
and aku suka cerita dlm komik tu je.

it doesn't work.

2011-10-25T16:50:00.000+08:00

it doesn't work for me,trust me.you just make it worst.

it doesn't realised me at all,trust me.

why?

because you don't do the same.

have you realised?

worst than REBECCA BLACK!

2011-10-25T03:08:00.000+08:00

oh gosh, wake me up from this nightmareeeee .

i've heard this "this is worst than REBECCA BLACK"

eventhough people didn't like REBECCA BLACK coz of the useless lyrics,but i think it's a fun song to laugh with :D

but,this is just ....

5 WORDS! you're not a K-POP'ers'!

the mv's like SHINee-replay,SHINee-lucifer,TEEN TOP-Supa Luv,se7en-better together.the dance,the breakdance.

their HAIR, totally mess-up!and the worst the symbols,i mean the logo's or what ever it is, (HEART2HEART) it looks like BEAST(B2ST)

i think if they dress properly,act properly,you guys can be great coz you guys have the looks but,NOT LIKE THIS!you can make a band mybe? or sing only in a group like WESTLIFE?

okay, now,IT'S PROVE THAT NOBODY CAN CHALLENGE K-POP MUSIC INDUSTRY.

i mean,no one can copy them and be like them .pheewwh.

that show how powerful k-pop is (Y)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR JUNIOR (Y)

2011-10-25T02:53:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY IZZATI AISYA :D

jgn nakal nakal after this. jgn dok main angry bird je tau :*

sihat sihat selalu, may u will success dunia n akhirat .

kata nak main lastik lastik dkt katil kita :3

i wait for you haa.. hahaha.

sweet FOURTEEN :)

I won't be their friends,if they had nothing.

2011-10-24T03:13:00.000+08:00

YES, im selfish.im being honest right now,so shut up. like who cares.although,im not that sooo amazing,but i have to befriend with someone who can give some benefits to me.I mean SO MUCH BENEFITS, it's just a waste to have a friends who had nothing! i mean NOTHING AT ALL!

why do you think im good with IMTIYAZIANS? with the unknowns? coz they give me benefits. they gave me everything i want, they fulfill my wish.yes,i won't be their friends if they don't have anything.why should i waste my time hang-out with them?

they have good hearts, i can rely on them,eventhough im away. they gave me so much happiness .

Thanks To Allah for giving me the best creatures You've ever made. Thanks To Allah for meeting me with you guys.

and, i also have a good new friends in SEMASHUR. 4TAQWA

good juniors and seniors in BIRUNI 4 .

imtiyaz forever <3

Open House @ Aliaa Amalina's house.

2011-10-24T02:50:00.000+08:00

okay, semalam parents aliaa ada buat some kenduri coz they wanna go mndekatkan diri kpd Allah, dgn cara yg lebih DEKAT lagi.mngerjakan Umrah.Lambaian Kaa'bah(tajuk P.islam form4). this thursday, they'll go :) I pray for the safety for both of you,you've been so goood to me.take care :'D

i went with my mom and my ex-english teacher,which is my neighbour hehe.
oh, and i told my teacher that in final exam i just wrote only 2 page of continuous writing essay.
her face,homaiGod, dont say it. really shock -..-' sorry teacher, my english turn really bad now.coz you dont teach me anymore.that's prove how powerful you are! HA-HA.

i've met my UNKNOWNS :D teehee. miss them really badly. AINUL n USAMAH came too! awwwh, how i miss you usamah <3 you've been really far away from us. Farid also came,ehh, why no? i've seen him everywhere Era go .haha. bless them <3

aaaaahhh,the food,so delicious! especially, THE CHICKEN RICE! i've never praise any other food than my mom's cooking,but not this time!.hahaha,coz my mom never make chicken rice for me -.-"
everyone loves their mom's cooking but,sometimes i dont, haha.coz i like my grandpa FRIED NOODLES.that only, the others.....my mom was totally SUPERB!

we cant live without camera,so,photoshooting time! but, there's no picture YET.
the others went home early.but not for me ,anis and usamah, we stayed till 9pm. like aliaa said "mengecap soalan bocor"from usamah :)

makan,eat,akala,chi. NOMNOMNOM day :D

2011-10-02T08:04:00.000+08:00

yesterday, after got back from SKBA,we ate otak otak and perform ZUHUR solah.

my mom send us to Plaza Masalam.

after arrived, we headed to Tutti Frutti(no pictures taken)we spent rm30 there. yummy!

then, we walked to eat steamboat :D at the ground floor. Tomyam and soup. aaah, so delicious maaa!

after that, we went to Starbuck's Coffee,

after that, we went to the place where ili's sister designed , like a new lanscape ,it's half done i guess.

this in Nad's happy face when she played those bubbles.

then, we went to Baker's Cottage,hahaha, i bought mini donuts.

last destination, MC'D hahaha, we ate fries only coz we're too full already pheewhh.

Ili's sister Kak Yu fetch us from Mc'D and send us home :D

at home,my mom bought KFC :p

aliaa's home: her parents bought Pizza. Oh God .
it's just a Nomnomnom Day.

BEST PICTURE OF THE DAY!

SEKOLAH KEBANGSAAN BANDAR ANGGERIK.

2011-10-02T07:42:00.000+08:00

yesterday,it was SKBA's HARI KEUSAHAWAAN. it's the first time. i had planned to go with ili and aliaa.
before that, i met Kamil and Khafairiq , they're headed to go back home,mybe. i guess, one of them said to me "weh, jgn lupa study,exam dah dekat" i was just like huh? -..-'
i waved to them without looking back.

arrived.headed to the standard 6 classes which is my former class.GHOST-HOUSE?
found ili and aliaa.
then,went to the canteen. woah,so many food maa. bought some food and went upstairs to the standard 4 classes which is standard5 classes right now.

we met syed muzzamil,amirul hakim,din and others.
suddenly, all the memories came fly to me . ahhh, this is my class when i was in standard4.

then, go back downstairs to try the GHOST-HOUSE. it was like 3minutes in there. but it could make me shout like hell,coz im a scardy cat. doesn't scared at all , but i just don't like being in dark and someone holding there and there . ergh. hate it.

then, headed to canteen and met Puteri Irna,Nisaa Fatini,Safiyyah,Zarifah,Amira Adelina,Nazlia,Nurul Aiman.
some teachers recognised us,but doesn't remember our names.
line in to buy otak otak. while waiting for that otak otak, Anis and Nad came (they're totally not an ex-SKBA at all)

after bought that otak otak, we headed to my house and before that ili and anis bought the 'bubble bubble' one haha.

happy got to meet old-friends.

2011-09-15T19:08:00.000+08:00

FUCK UPP. hidup aku dah penuh dgn tekanan dah wei. tekanan perasaan. aku tak kisah kalau korg ni bkn siapa siapa. tpi,korg ni yg paling aku sayang tau tak?

OPEN HOUSE @ Farid Anwar's house

2011-09-11T02:56:00.000+08:00

and...UMAR'S birthday! who?? it's Farid nephew.
OH God, shooo cute laaah!
i'm the first one who arrived,geeeeeez,where's the others??
i waited for a couples of minute.ERA!where are you!
then,i saw Baihaqi.i said to my mom "umi,Geerah turun dulu lah"
after salam, turun dari kereta.
i kept babbling and nagging at them, where's ERA? where's era??
Farid suh aku and Baihaqi jemput dia dari umah(rumah dekat).
ambuii, main jemput jemput,ada kereta ke? bajet lebih,jalan kaki sudah..
ambuii, besar en mandat kau era?
hahahha, well, bahaya lah jalan sorang sorang kan.
smpi kat selekoh, Farid muncul. ktaorg tggu era kt situ je.
then,era kuar umah,pegi kat palang besi, "WEH, NAK PAKAI SELIPAR KE KASUT??!!"
i said "BAIK KAU PAKAI KASUT! AKU DAH PAKAI KASUT NI!"
then,yadayada..Aliaa and Azma arrived.then, the boys Zakwan and Nabil.

lots of food! nasi beriyani ke tu? well, malangnya aku tak tahu nama nasi nasi ni. tpi betullah kot kaan?
roti jala(my fave!) ,agar agar cocktail,lemang,spagetthi, cheese cake<3 !
nomnomnomnom :3
then, nad arrived.

ktaorg bincang psl nak buat trip laah kemana mana, 3days ke enn? hang-out tido sama sama. aaaahh. mcm GENTING tahun lepas.but,all of us xde idea nak pegi mana :(

then, the boys Bai,Zak and Nabil balik sudaahh, ke restaurant mamak kutt, mahu nengok itu bola match. yg lain pun balik sudah. tggal lah aku ,era and tuan rumah, Farid.

TIBA TIBA!! ada budak ni muncul ,farid kata kawan dia masa kecik,tpi bdk tu muda lagi laah. dia kata umur dia 13tahun,form1. budak tu asyik kacau farid je,kenakan farid,aku rasa membahang la jugak kot dia.tpi aku rse bila bdk tu ckp bab era,msti farid rasa nak lepuk bdk tu kan? then, farid kata mak dia pggl(sbnrnya tak pun) saja nak lari.
tggl lah daku sndiri dgn era. mahu tak penat layan budak tu,byk betul ckp.
dia asyik kata je, "tak prcayalah korg tiga ni sebaya, msti farid paling tua,kau(aku) 2nd, kau(era) tiga tua" dah byk kali ckp ktaorg ni sebaya. then,aku ckp lah."aah, betullah tu farid kan lahir bulan 2,aku bulan 4 and era bulan 7"

pstu dia tanya lagi .haih, budak ni."umur korg berapa??" "ktaorg semua 16tahun"
"aaah,tak cayalah,korg takyah nak tipu aku"
pastu aku ckp"aku ngan farid ni sebaya,yg dia ni(era) tua setahun 17 tahun ye"
"eehhhhh, ahh tak yah nak kelentong aku laah"
nasib baik kau comel,kalau tak.

mak aku text, dah sampai.like,finally.11.30malam.
bila dah masuk kereta, budak tu duduk kat depan rumah,lambai kt ktaorg.then, hantar era balik.

dah la pegi sana tak bwk hadiah, so, dgn tak dirancang,bgi lah angpau kat UMAR comel sikit,hehehe.aku ngan era leerr.

PEMILIHAN PAPA & MAMA 2012

2011-09-11T02:48:00.000+08:00

as everyone know, tahun depan bdk bdk tahun 1995 akan rule the school!
jadi pemilihan papa dan mama utk kelab,unit beruniform,homeroom tlh diadakan.
well, aku mmg x dpt satu jawatan pun laah kan.. sapa je nak pandang budak baru weii.

pemilihan papa and mama utk homeroom adalah yg paling susah sekali.
byk konflik yg telah berlaku, kebanyakkan org kata,mmg btul btul unexpected!
termasuklah juga AL-BIRUNI(homeroom aku)

sbb mereka mereka ni yg akan memimpin kita tahun depan.
sistem pentadbiran yg sgt dahsyat.
kepimpinan nya juga sangat dahsyat.

ada juga yg tak puas hati,ada yg gembira,ada yg yg tak kisah,mcm aku :D
yeah, kisah sikit laah, tpi,kita mana tau kaan, rezeki mereka. mana tau mereka boleh mengeluarkan bakat kepimpinan mereka yg terpendam.
well, papa and mama homeroom adalah TERSANGAT PENTING, sbb kita hidup dibawah dia, and hidup di skolah tu adalah utk homeroom,kmudian utk form sndiri.

sprti nama nya juga ,PAPA and MAMA ,penting kan?

lu sama wa, wa sama lu

2011-08-31T01:34:00.000+08:00

the title? gosh, many people start to write like that. "wa" "lu" ?
like omg, just stop it.

wlaupun aku x mggunakan gaya mcm tu, tpi, aku pnh mndpt teguran lah dri seseorg mengatakan, agak jelik bila kawan kawan aku buat mcm tu, dah tu aku nak kata apa?
-..- aku nak tegur pun tak tau mcm mana, alih alih, disini jelah tmpt aku dpt meluahkan,aku rse dorg baca kot(peminat setia).hehe.sorry guys :D

dulu kita dokk "eeeeww eewww" -nyeewww, gileeewww, kewwww, sayeewwww-
and now?
kalau korg tau sapa yg tegur, aku takut korg malu habis.

MIANHAAAAAE :'(

RAYA PERTAMA! 2011

2011-08-31T00:02:00.000+08:00

JELEBU,NEGERI SEMBILAN.
okay, i guess ni pertama kali laah pegi beraya seawal jam 10 pagi? haha selalunyaa kul 10 pagi tuu baru bangun!

well, utk hari ni, 5 buah rumah je. but HOMAIGOD, duit rayaaaaa . kaching kaching $$
untung dek badan jadi anak tunggal kan hikhik:D
yeah,why raya awal awal haa? ohh,yaaa sbb nak balik ke PERAK pulak.awesome right?
gaaaahh, dari kul 2.30 ptg .sampai PERAL kul 7.30mlm. weehhooo, walid ni jenis yg jarang drive siang siang.ngantuk! tdi cm tersengguk sengguk sikit, byk kali lah berenti.TAKE A NAP!

KUALA KANGSAR,PERAK.
ramai org...... pheewwhh, tpi nasib baik sbntr je. but,but,but. ta dpt duit raaaayaaa. HOMAIGOD, even my older cousins pun daaaaapat! why not me T.T
and now, currently, writing this,and eating some of the kuih raya.nyuumm nyuumm!
sampai sampai tdi,terus dpt makan, LAKSA KUALA KANGSAR, fyi,laksa kuala kangsar lain drpd laksa yg lain lain. so, cmm only! only in kuala kangsar je ada.dkt daerah perak lain takdeee. so,utk leee jadik org kg ketior niii.

pictures?

susahkan org -.-

2011-08-28T23:38:00.000+08:00

penat betul kalau nengok laki merajuk ni.ish.

90 degree, 180 degree, 270 degree, 360 degree.

2011-08-27T01:02:00.000+08:00

the turning point of my life. how far will it go? how far it will change my life.
this night, finally, i've got to know all the secret that everybody has been hiding from me. and i've already told everything that shouldn't i said .

and now, everything is on me. but, im not that strong to do it on my own.
but, everything is on me, and now, ONLY ALLAH can guide and help me.

back to hostel.

2011-08-21T07:12:00.000+08:00

hmm, back again :'(
last week, i came back home too, but, there's no internet connection. so, i can't use the internet. at that time , my head feels like wanna burst. i can't watch super junior-mr simple , can't download super junior-mr simple. i already heard the song beforehand. when the song was release,but not at the time the mv was release, so, im quiet tension. :(
but, now , i've already done what i want . and i didn't sleep this one whole night.
crazy enough?

my eyes look terrible than a panda .
so, i wanna go sleep first!

MY FIRST EVER JERSEY :)

2011-08-21T06:42:00.000+08:00

hikhikhikhik.

finally, i've got a jersey with my number and name!

okay, what the hell with that name? where does it come from -..-
hahaha, truthfully, it's a little bit embarrassing with the name.
hopefully,people get used to it.
it's a name that THE UNKNOWNS-ili syairah:) gave me i guess. so, i just want to remember those precious memory again by doing something like this(maybe)

it's actually, a dorm jersey. BIRUNI 4 2011. awww, i just love them,juniors,seniors and friends.

p/s:ohhh, please don't misunderstand!that "kim" name doesn't come from a korean name or whatsoever. im not that really into that -..-

SUPER JUNIOR-SUPERMAN+MR SIMPLE.

2011-08-21T05:00:00.000+08:00

SUPERMAN: it's a song about them. it's all about them. the most unforgetful lyrics is when LEETEUK sings
"하늘에 별을따다 줄까
Haneul-e byeorul tada julkka
세 봐 한 개 두 개 세 개
se bwa han ke du ke se ke
우리는 원래 잃어버린 별을 합쳐
urineun wonrae ireobeorin byeoleul habchyeo
별이 열 세 개
byeori yeol se ke"

it's mean-->
"should i pluck the stars for you, count them
one, two, three
with the stars we’ve lost
we are thirteen stars"

the three stars they were talking about is KANGIN , KIBUM , HANGENG
:'(

MR-SIMPLE: is a song about life, don't get too stress, enjoy ur life, and many ways to release stress!
awesome song!

why do i like SUPER JUNIOR?

2011-08-21T04:50:00.000+08:00

there's someone who asked me why i like them.
that person said that super junior is just a group.not interesting.
i said, i just like them,i dont know why.

honestly, i think i like them both on stage and off stage.
the most important thing is, they taught me about
'A GREAT FRIENDSHIP'

awww, it's been so long i didn't post anything about K-POP.
i miss it though.
SUPER JUNIOR-MR SIMPLE and 5th JIB DAEBAAAAAAAK!

okay,what? i'm home?

2011-07-25T16:20:00.000+08:00

it's all begin from yesterday.

after subuh, i didn't sleep,omg im awesome!
breakfast=nasi lemak
as planned, my mom came to my school to pick up my things coz we had to clean our locker . damn those rugby player. they had to use our place all days and nights. it's a tradition, so i can't blame them, but thanked them, coz i can sit infront of this PC and typing , "THIS".

my mom brought spagethi! nyum~ nyum~ and i told my mom that i didn't packed my things yet. hahaha. back to my my dorm.
i packed my thing with the help from my mom and my cousin,K.nani.
oh well, it takes time and oh God, there's so much things need to be packed . i think it's about 1 large bag and 4 or 5 small bags(not very small bag,medium size of bag -..-)
GREAT, isn't it?
took all the things to the car.

3.30 pm:-
my mom left.damn sad, i wanna follow her. my mom and my cousin went to my another cousin's house at SELAYANG.
-back to the dorm-
aaaaahh, so tired maaa. SLEEP!

few minutes later, athirah aizat(former seven-ers like me) came to my dorm.
athirah:hey,kau nak balik esok tak?(isnin)
me:ohh. err. sukahati laaah.
athirah:okay yes!

she came again.
athirah:weh, kau nak blk harini tak?
me:WHAT??!
athirah:jom laah weiii, jom laah.
me:errrr, i don't know! (really in dilemma)

okay, i supposed to go back home with athirah this tuesday.

then, i called my mom.told her what's happening.
i called her ten times,coz im worried too much.
finally, my mom came back to my school and help me packed my things again. it's about 3 more bags. oh GOD, too much! okay, im really panicked! coz im scared that the guard will block us. so, my mouth didn't stop talking, till my mom got annoyed.HA-HA.
mom: ummi tahu laah apa nak ckp dgn pakguard tuu nanti, jgn risau!

i cant stop singing "im coming home, im coming home,coming home, im coming home" then, shout, "I WANT TO GO BACK HOME!"

okay, that's what'll happened when im panicked.
back to the car,and drive slowly to the entrance . and the guard just smile and waving hand.
me:LEPAS!
mom:tengoook, takde menda pun, baik je pakguard tu, muka beriman lagi.

send text to NURIL : im free! and bla bla bla blaaaa.

ya SODIQATI ~

2011-07-24T12:14:00.000+08:00

wahai kawanku,
aku mintak maaf aku tak dpt berada disamping kamu semua ketika kamu semua mmrlukan seseorang utk berbicara.
aku harap kamu semua brsabar atas setiap ujian yg Allah beri,
ujian hidup kita kini makin susah :)
umur pun semakin meningkat, semakin byk ujian dtg.
tu belum lagi bila dah msuk U , time keje. byk lagi ujian.
aku juga prnah mengalami apa yg kamu semua hadapi.
aku harap kamu semua brsabar dan tabah,
jgn penah lupa solat dan sntiasalah brdoa' kpd Allah ya.
jika kita dah tiada siapa siapa utk diharapkan, hanya Allah saja tmpt kita brgantung.

wei.

2011-07-24T12:11:00.000+08:00

wei perempuan, kau dah berubahkan skrg?
bajet bagus je kann? kau ingat bila msuk acara kebangsaan , kau hebat lah.
haa, kan dh kena.
aku geram je tgk kau.
ke aku jealous?
tpi, yeah, kau mcm bangga gila bila dah selangkah ke hadapan, kau tgglkan kwn kwn kau dkt blakang. aku harap kau dpt rasa apa aku rase wahai perempuan.

tertekan.

2011-07-18T17:51:00.000+08:00

dlm masa satu jam aku on9 di CC semashur ni, aku dah hilang semangat nak teruskan prsekolahan aku kt sini. tolonglah YA ALLAH, tabahkanlah hati aku.

aku dah tak bolah nak ckp dgn sapa sapa. org yg pling aku rapat kt sini pun aku dah mnjauhkan diri dari dia. hah, padan muka aku.

tpi, xkan aku nak ckp kt parents aku yg aku nak pindah? like NO WAY.
knp aku nak pndah?
psl imtiyazians ke? yeah. dorg masih brpengaruh dlm hidup aku.
boleh tak aku nak hapuskan korg dlm hidup aku?

my school activities :))

2011-06-26T03:06:00.000+08:00

well, next week akan ada MINGGU KOPERASI and KARSUMA(karnival sukan asrama) kalu btul apa yg aku dgr sebutan dia KARSUMA. mula mula aku dgr KESUMA.ntahlaaa, not sure.

for minggu koperasii, akan adaa tanam tanam pokok,haha aku tak tau pulak apa kena mengna tanam pokok dgn koperasii, selain tuu ada gak basuh basuh kereta cikgu :0
and nnti ada mensyuarat agong koperasi, semua murid adalah ahli, so, wajib hadir :)
utk acara lainn, aku xdelah join. hahaha.

for KARSUMA, aku masuk bola jaring and MEMANAH, OH GOD! nilah satu satunya peluang aku utk pegang BOW tuu! dah lama aku teringin nak MEMANAH, aku harap xde sapa curi game aku.

after that, next week nya lagii, akan ada MTAQ(majlis tadarus Al-Quran) and MTU xtau short term utk apaa, but lebih kurang mcm MTAQ laah tpi utk perempuan jeee, and majlis penutup diaa buat waktu hari jumaat malam, time pulang bermalam. haii, alamatnyaa, aku mmg tak pulang kerumah laa jwbnya. utk yg ni, aku join acara menulis KHAT. hahaha, acara lain pun ada, tilawah Al-Quran, hafazan,kuiz, explorace yg brkaitan islamic ni laah, aku rasa brsalah sbnrnyaa, sbb sbgi salah seorg bekas pelajar KAA, aku seharusnya, menawarkan diri utk mnyertai tilawah Al-Quran mahupun hafazan, tpi, malangnya.. aku tak mmpunyai keyakinan diri yg cukup utk brbuat demikian. almaklumlah.. dkt sana lagi ramai naqibah berjaya.kemudian, ada pulak pameran dari setiap homeroom tntg MTAQ tu pulak, form4 kena uruskan segalanya.. jadi form4 kt skolah tu mmg penat. tpi, seronok! tahun ni jelah pun aku dpt bkrja, tahun dpn dah form5 mmg tak dapat nak join byk bnda :(
sblm ni kann, sekolah harian, semua bnda cikgu buat kan? tpi, bdk asrama, semua bnda pelajar buat sndiri . aku gmbira dpt pgalaman mcm ni :DD
hidup AL-BIRUNI !

AL-BIRUNI=kuning
AL-RAZI=hijau
AL-FARABI=biru
AL-KHINDI=ungu
AL-BATTANI=merah

GCB!!!

2011-06-26T02:51:00.000+08:00

OMG, setelah sekian lamaaaa.. aku dpt makan GCB! yeah, time cuti 2mggu tuuu. aku tak mkn any fastfood like mc'd , KFC , and others..kcuali big apple. sbb aku mmg craving gila big apple. yeah, sbb 2mggu cuti tuuu, aku tak kluar manaaaa punnnn. haih haih, kalu keluar pun x brkesempatan utk beli fastfood :3

and and tadi aku pegi MYMYDIN dekat sek7 HOHOHO, aku rse semua org tahu MYDIN mmg murahh. tpi ni MYMYDIN. bg bdk asrama sprti aku yg suka bwk stock mknn byk byk! sesuai shopping disitu. evrything murah gila! like CADBURY CHOCLAIRS, dkt seven-E hrga dia rm3, but kt situ just rm1.75 .akuu cmm woaaahhh.
well, stock maggie pun banyaaaak! tpi aku xde lah makan selalu. kgkadang org dtg beli kt akuu. stock mknn aku yg lepas lepas pun byk lagiii, tak termakan. pstu beli lagi.. haihh dah sah sah locker tak muat weehh. skrg baju kurung aku pun tak muat nak sangkut daah.haihh.

HANDBAG.

2011-06-26T02:42:00.000+08:00

tdi g kuar skpj ngan mak aku. well, xde lah shopping apa... just beli brg nak bwk blk asrama. yeah, smbl smbl tu cuci mata lah kan. yeah, aku jumpa koleksi beg domo-kun yg plbagai jenis. aku suka satu beg ni.. mak aku offer diri laah nak belikan. aku cm "errr..nanti dlu lah, pegi tgk bnda lain dulu laa" so, then dh habis beli barang,pegi blk tgk tgk bag .. soo, mak aku ada kata, satu beg ni lawaaa. mak aku suh amik bag tuu. aku pun rasa bag tu lawaa. but, guess what? aku tolak -..-
mak aku kata beli laah, nnti dah habis xde daaahh. aku cm " alaah, xdenyaa habis, tmpt lain pun ada jugak"
so, then pegi blk dekat tmpt tmpt bag domo-kun tuu. tak tahu nak pilih bag yg mana. and again mak aku suh amik satu bag ni.. at the end, aku just amik like small bag yg for handphone. but for sure, aku bwk balik asrama guna utk simpan duit lerr...

dekat rumah, mak aku ckp.. rugi tak amik bag yg handbag tuuu dh laa lawa(bukan yg domo-kun)...
aku cmm errr..
aku trtanya tanya, kenapa aku tolak?

skrg aku nak luahkan perASSaan.

2011-06-24T23:23:00.000+08:00

wktu dulu. kita kawan, aku setia dgn kau wlaupun dah brpa kali kau buat hal. manusia kan? apa boleh buat. aku setia dgn kau wlau sapa pun kau. tpi, skrg semua nakkan kau. semuaa nak jadikan kau no. SATU dalam hidup dorg THE F. apa masalah .
ye, aku sedar aku mmg selalu marah marah kau . tpi, tu mmg perangai aku kan. semua org tahu. tpi jahat jahat aku pun, aku tak penah abaikan kau. tpi, skrg kau dh dpt kawan baru, kau buat perangai taik ngan aku kann. aku slalu support kau dlm bnda yg kau nak. tpi kau? apa kau buat? buat endah tak endah je. kau layan aku sama je mcm kau layan semua org. aku bgtau kau semua masalah aku, rahsia aku perasaan aku, dekat kau. aku tak pnh rhsiakan apa apa dari kau. tpi kau, apa kau ckp? "kenapa aku nak bg tau semua bnda kat kau?" tu yg kau ckp. haih f*ck betul. ye, mmg aku takde hak nak pksa kau bgtau semua psl diri kau. tpi, cubalah jadi manusia brtimbang rasa sikit. aku bgtau kau smua bnda pun , sbb aku rasa tggungjawab yg entah dtg dari mana. aku rasa aku kena bgtau kau sbb kau BESTFRIEND aku yg paling no SATU lah weii aku ckp. and aku nak apa yg aku buat ni , dibalas dgn bnda yg sama. bukan dilayan mcm pukimak. ckp psl manusia yg nak sgt kau tuu, dulu dorg tak penah pandang kau pun lah wei! apsal skrg baru terhegeh hegeh. lps tu layan aku mcm SAMPAH! YES, aku akui kau mmg byk gilaaaaaa tolong aku. tpi, kau buat bnda yg sama dkt org lain jugak kan? see, xde beza pun weii. kau sikit pun punya tak kisah aku sakit ke apa ke. aku rasa aku penah bgtau kau, kalau ikutkan and kalau boleh, mggu bukan PB tu aku kena balik sbb aku pun ada kena pegi hospital or klinik jugak. tpi apa kau buat? fine lah kalu x kasi aku balik and even kau nak biarkan aku mati pun xpe. tpi, ada kau bgtau aku kau nak blk? adaa?! aku dpt tahu pun dari org lain.bila parents aku tanya or org lain tanya, kau nak aku jwb apa? "err, sbnrnya dia tak bgtau pun dia nak blk" kau nak aku jwb mcm tu ke ha? aku nak je carut yg kawww kaww punya. tpi, aku still punya baik SIKIT lagi lah skrg ni.time tu aku pikir positif je lah, mybe dia ada hal kot, or mybe dia kena pegi umah nenek dia or tak blk rumah ke. tpi FAKTA yg kau tak bgtau aku apa kau nak buat tu aku xleh terima. mungkin org yg bca bnda ni pun mesti carut habis lah dekat aku, msti kata aku ni gilaaa laah. kesian kt kau lah apalah. nak publisiti lah.nak conquer hidup org lah. tpi, kalau korg ada kt situasi aku. bila KAWAN BAIK buat cm cilaknat. sapa tak bengang.haihhh, ish. istighfar duhh. aku rasa kau mmg tak penah ..
-nak offer aku apa apa hal or aktiviti dkt skolah tu.
-nak cadangkan nama aku or apa apa yg boleh support aku
-bangga kawan ngan aku, plus, kau rasa malu nak mengaku aku ni kawan kau.
kau buat bodoh je dekat semua bnda. kau je nak join semua bnda. kau sedar tak, kalu ada aktiviti apa apa aku tak penah lupakan kau tau, aku selalu invite kau skali supaya,kita boleh buat sama sama. yes, then kau nak ckp "aku tak suruh pun kau buat semua tu" aku buat cmtu sbb aku anggap kau lain dari kwn aku yg lain. so, skrg aku akan cuba sedarkan diri aku yg kau mmg tak anggap aku sprti yg aku anggap kau selama ni. aku akan cuba sedarkan diri aku. kau pndai pulak nak ambik hati kann. and aku hmpir lupakan semua mslh ni bila kta dh borak sikit sikit tadi. tpi, aku bukannya baik sgt pun kan. aku xnak lagi termakan dgn bnda bnda cmtu. sbb aku sndiri tau yg aku ni senang sgt 'sejuk' bila kau dh buat mcm tu.
aku tau bnda ni akan lukakan hati kau yg sgt sgt. tpi, jomlah kta merana sama sama.
(entah entah kau tak amik peduli pun -..- )
skrg ni, aku rasa aku hanya seorg manusia yg tak berguna sbb ada kwn mcm kau pun xleh nak hargai.
aku rasa aku seorang manusia yg hanya mmpunyai blog utk luahkan segalanya trlps lah sedikit tekanan yg ada.

school holidays finally ends.

2011-06-12T02:44:00.000+08:00

as the title shows.school holidays finally come to an end.
woaaaaah, now, i really don't wanna go back there.
it's just because af all the HOMEWORKS!
OH MY GOSH! well, i didn't do ANY of them. not even little piece of dirt.
one of them, is a grouping work. no waaaaaaaaaaaaay, im scared.
but,they said, they don't want to do it T.T
aaaaaaahh, im dead.
teachers there were really scary,trust me! (Y)
but, still...i don't do any of my homeworks.
yeah, get ready for the special punishment from the teachers mouth!
but, i hope the 1st week is busy. preparing for the ANNUAL SPORTS DAY.
hopefully.

*chugeosso*

BBQ at Sarah's House.

2011-06-11T04:42:00.000+08:00

hahaha, seems like tonight, Sarah's name got soo popular, i read some others blog, sarah here, sarah there. HAHA.

a day before Friday.it means THURSDAY.
i told my mom that i had a 'meeting' at Sarah's house for a BBQ party.
then my mom said , "really, ohh that's great, how kind of her making a party like that"
me: oh yeahh, haha, she's already volunteered.
mom : hhmm, YEAH, i guess it could be a reason why i don't want to go to 'kenduri'
me : hahaha, smart of you.
mom : yeah, later your grandparents will ask why we don't wanna go back to village. act, i really felt lazy to go back.so, when you go to ur friend's house, it could be a reason.

okay, now you're using me huh. HAHAHA. thank God i don't have to go back to my village.
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Friday:-
i was so excited, but,still dunno what to wear, and what shawl should i wear. then, i just picked whatever i want and just wear it.
Arrived at 8.15pm , i really want to jump-out off the car , because i can see my friends at Sarah's house yard. OH IMTIYAZIANS,FINALLY!
my mom then , went to her friend's house not far from there.
i started with a really hard coughing sound ,so that they can realized that 'IM HERE'
athirah and sarah's saw me, and we started to hug each other lovely as we miss each other so badly!

then, i saw usamah, zulhariz,aliaa,anis,ili,iki,ainul and lya , oh yeah, lya was one of my new friends.although she's not one of the IMTIYAZIANS but, she's kindly join us and perfectly match :) , i could say she's very lucky to be with us.HAHAHA.
at that time, usamah and zulhariz are busy grilling the chicken and lamb. awwwh yummy!
after that, other friends start coming. i could realized this is the first time azma wearing shawls in front of us. finally!
for the time being, we're busy waiting for our camera'woman' to come, and finally there she's nadhirah.hehehe.

'snap' 'snap'
here. there. peoples busy taking pictures EVERYWHERE. i could hear "HERE!" "ME ME!" "ONE MORE TIME PLEASE!" "AGAIN!" "OOHH, I LOOK UGLY" "AWWW, HOW PRETTY I AM"

and act, something happened to me that night. so i felt a little bit miserable and not comfortable at all! i guess no one noticed but.... i guess people can noticed what iam 'not comfortable with it' but,they never told me anything. ahhh, they better keep quiet,or i'll just lose my temper. hahaha..

it's 10.45pm everybody stops eating, and sat at one place in a round shape. and we actually wanna played some games, but as predicted, there's no GAME at all,THANKS TO ili syairah,hahah.
we sat there,talking stupidly and hahah, nothing happen, it start to show some 'awkward moment' well, we're close to each other but that terms of "awkward" will never fade .
it 11 o'clock and parents started calling their kids to go home. including me .
and ili, went to the grilling place to start grilling again, she wants to bring some of those chicken and lambs home.

i joined too . i sent a message to my mother "wait, im grilling those chicken for you"
yeah, forgot to mention, i don't eat LAMB, my mom don't eat it also.
my chickens is ready! and started to pack. ili said,that i took a lot . well, i said "i cooked it myself -..- so why bothered" hahaha, i guess AZMA FARHANA took a lot laah you guys. she took the uncooked chicken and the cooked chicken! oh well, she took it a lot!!! not me!

okay, finally.. the time has come to go back home :'(
soo saad, but, im very grateful that we can met and hang-out although it's not like before.

<3 LOVE IMTIYAZ 3RD BATCH <3

COOL .

2011-06-08T02:33:00.000+08:00

kadang kadang nak gak jadi cool en.
diam.
senyum je bila ada orang buat lawak.
yg penting, TAK GELABAH!
tpi, apakan daya, bila nak cuba kannn.
mesti tak jadi. peeeeeh hampehh, kegelabahan tu mesti ada.

moral of the story, jadilah diri sendiri :))

just this one person.

2011-06-03T02:09:00.000+08:00

maybe, hmmm. i just cant get along with this person.
from the first time we met. until now, it's just so awkward.
why oh?
i try to get along with her, but it seems like doesn't have a change.
still it's awkward. i try to get along with her because she's one of my members.
OH SHIT, somebody must have known who it is.
oh, who give a damn, im not telling something bad or something stupid.
i just..... i guess the love that i gave to her is just fake. it seems like i love her because she's one of my member.
we get along very well sometimes, but both of us seems so fake.

i try to get along with her. i try to accept her as one of my cutest sister and as our maknae.

but, idk. she seems like she can't accept me.
the way she treat me , is... very different from the others. mybe some of the members realized it.
i don't want to blame her. just i want to know why she act like that.
okay, sometimes i act as the best UNNIE ever to my members ,i tried to.i tried to LOVEY-DOVEY with her. but she still can't accept it.she never say it. but. i can tell.

now everyone(my friends) can guess who is it. aahh, i felt bad about it . cant denied
:((

she's been a great friend so far when theres no problem :)
she had always been there for me when i had problem.
she's a sweet girl , no doubt .

mess up with us? dare?

2011-05-22T03:20:00.000+08:00

dont you dare mess up with us .
we have HIGH of "SEMANGAT ASSABIAH" y'know.
you'll never wanna know what are we going to do to you if you ever mess up with even one of our members.
GEEEZ
just like what? if you hate us soo much, find a friend that could give happiness to you, but,what did you do? MESS UP with all your friends talking bad things behind and infront of them. like what. you like to live alone? one day you will get married you KNOW!
and you'll have to live with ur partner and mybe KIDS.

why did we like to talk trash about you people? because you're too annoying.
we wont do a thing if you were really like NOTHIN'
oh well, we're too awesome to make you jealous.RIGHT?

but, here's the thing. im kindly wanna stop talking trash behind peoples back. but, sometimes it cant be hold any longer.
so, im slowly want to stop talking about it. but, GOSSIP? who doesnt like GOSSIPs?

TALKING BEHIND PEOPLES BACK,IS A SIN , AND MOREOVER IT CAN BE A BIGGER SINS.
but, SATAN is always here to keep 'playing' on us.

O ALLAH, why cant i be more a patient person than iam now :'(

NUR KASIH THE MOVIE.

2011-05-22T02:32:00.000+08:00

my twins older cousin plans to go out tonight to watch a movie.
and they said, its "NUR KASIH" and i was just like, okay whyyy? coz i never even watch the drama.
but,then.. at night, we were really beware of ACID MAN, because currently he's in S.alam. omg. we were so scared.
locked all the car door all the time and turning our head and eyes everywhere . open our senses. hoping theres nothing happen.

the 1st scene, my tears start falling, LIKE WHAT? it's just the opening!starting scene.
if the opening just made me cry , can you imagine what's gonna happen at the climax part?
OH GOD, im BURST INTO TEARS! sometimes i cant stop laughing, when theres an old man laughing really hard. i was just like " okay, its funny, but you dont have to laugh that loud in a serious moment "

i cant really expect what happen. and iam really shock when my favourite char. DIED just like that.
and awwwwh, the husband and wife are soooo sweet <3<3<3
then, i started to send sms to SYAHIIRAH ROSNIZAM. harharhar.
i want to keep my attention away from the movie. like whaaaa?? right?

okay, then we headed back home. at 11 o'clock . seriously extremely cautious .

and and and my older cousin and her family will go to KOREA at the end of this month, whtta hell? like OMG, freaking excited!
and omg, lucky them. :))

BALIK 4 KALI BERTURUT TURUT.

2011-05-22T02:29:00.000+08:00

woaaah! hebat tak aku?
and well, act. ktaorg budak baru tak dibenarkan balik.
but, why ohhh?
form4 lama bole balik..
apalagi, cabut je laaaaaah, like who caresss?

TWISTED WORD IN A SENTENCES CAN....

2011-05-15T02:51:00.000+08:00

find the differences between these two.

1.SHIT,why do you give it to her?

2.Why do you give it to her,SHIT?

if you realize, there's only differ in the arrangement of word only.
but,obviously,it can make a huge misunderstanding and problems.

the first sentence show that the person said the word 'shit' to the situation not to the person.

the second sentence show that the person is calling that another person 'shit'.

now , get it?
hahaha, if it does happen to me, i think i don't even realize it ,LOLOLO.
but i just heard it from a friend.so, just to remind the others and me, to take care of ur words that coming from your pretty mouth.

a person might get hurt from just a small matter.
but,better avoid a small problem , because it can lead us to a bigger problem and
can make our friendship "DESTROYED" just like that :))

AWKWARD MOMENT WHEN....

2011-05-14T01:54:00.000+08:00

yeah,tadi aku and aliaa balik umah tumpang athirah aizat.
and fyi, ayah athirah ni cm chinese mybe. so, cara dia ckp cm ada pelik sikit laah kann. ayah dia blanja ktaorg makan nasi lemak + 100plus, awesome <3
nasi lemak tu sedap, serious.
okay, abaikan.
citer dia cmni je, aku dgr athirah cm pggl aku,and tanya,aku tidur kul bape mlm tadi.

aku pun jawablah "kul 2.30 pagi"
time aku jwb tu serentak dgn ayah athirah jwb "baba naik flight..blablabla"
aku yg pndg athirah and aliaa.
"oh, kau cakap ngan ayah kau eh?"
aku:aku, dgr athirah tanya aku, kakpah,kau tidur pukul berapa,(rupanya dia tanya ,baba tidur kul brapa mlm tdi)
aliaa and athirah: (tahan gelak) pfftt.
aku:okay, itu maluuu~
aliaa:YES, itu yg mmg malu sgt sgt.

dot dot dot.
OKAY DAMN BORING.

3 MINGGU BERTURUT TURUT PULANG BERMALAM.

2011-05-14T01:42:00.000+08:00

dah 3minggu dah aku balik ni haaa, online je lah keje.
org lain balik umah topup tidur.
aku balik umah,berjaga je, dah blk asrama baru membuta.
haaa, psl mggu lepas, bukan pulang bermalam pun. seVens ada HARI ANUGERAH.
WOW, naik pentas laah weii.
paling awesome kann dapat duit RM60 $$
tpi,yang paling aku tak puas hati, budak 9A and yg dapat 8A(straight) dapat duit jumlah nya sama . WTH? NOT FAIR GILAA LAH AKU CAKAP, walaupun aku bukan 9A's tapi aku cm tak puas hati ahh bagi pihak kawan aku.hei,ingat senang ke nak score B.ARAB A? 9A's jauh lebih hebat tau! and aku dpt tahu,pada mulanya sekolah nak bg rm100 dekat 9A's ni,
tpi,entah bila kurangnya...jadi rm80 je.
aku tak tahulah kan perasaan org yg dpat 9A's tu cmne,sbb aku tgk dorg lek je.

PENYABAR BETUL KORANG ni.
haa, lagi satu, dahh laa nama budak 9A xde dlm buku senarai penerima anugerah, peeeh,tu paling kesian :'(

so sorry my blog :'(

2011-04-03T02:09:00.000+08:00

awww, dlm 2 hari aku pulang niiii, aku lgsg tak teringat nak update blog!
sorry bloggie :'(
well, asal aku rasa tibatiba, tanak balik asrama ?
seriously, kenapaaa?